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For the few people who still use blogger

2011-12-24T23:47:00.000-08:00

lol i almost said tumblr. aha. but yes yes. Merry Christmas everyeone. I hope all of you a white wonderful christmas and a happy new year. As cheesy as it sounds, I hope the best for everyone even the not so cool haters lol. New year resolutions everyone ! Reflecting on my own from the year past, I did manage to raise my gpa a bit but that might just be the ap class boost. Sadly I don't remember most of my resolutions but meh. Good luck everyone with yours this year! (:

a few scribbles

2011-07-23T16:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys
its been like forever since i've been here
therefore.. -drumroll please- tada!
i'm just going to post a few updates of my life. lol for the small amount of people who still cares.

boyfriend 0:
oh my. how scandalous lol
piano tutoring job
2nd degree sprained ankle
yum..
a little friend worries
lame college plan of community college.. maybe

well thats it for now, hope i didn't bore you too much. enjoy (:

as the dust clutters..

2011-03-03T00:13:00.000-08:00

I've realized that i haven't wrote in my blog for a really long time. So I thought I should maybe start again? or at least attempt to wipe off the grimy dust of this cover.
Time has passed and its already march. Things have been moving a bit faster than I expected, and in some ways, faster than I wanted. Yet, I've spent many days playing catch up and just counting down to the weekend. My life has been pretty unpredictable for the last couple of months (for better or for worse) but I'm kind of okay with where I ended up. There has been a lot on my mind lately. I think about my future schedule for senior year, the seniors that are leaving, track.. , academic predicaments, and about where I am and where I want to be. I don't feel like going into details and I don't feel like blogging much . I'll probably continue this later. peace.

sixflags!

2010-11-22T00:39:00.000-08:00

oh my..
so i went to sixflags yesterday with key club for the first time ever..
and let me tell you.. it was..
FREAKING AMAZING (:
like no joke. I hate scary rides, but sixflags was the bomb. omg.
i love that place (:
Thanks to all my friends who made me go and forced me onto the rides.
I had a really great time. And the ride home was pretty warm and comfy.. sorta. aha (:
today i'm like tired and stressed though cause i have so much crap to do.
yay school = =

out and in.

2010-08-16T16:22:00.000-07:00

School's out and summer's still in. but in less than a week it'll be visa versa.
Sorry dear readers if there are any such as nikki , and .. well thats probably it.
but. yes its true. i haven't been keeping up with my blog lately.
And i'm sorry nikki, i'll write and send your letter today. I promise.

So. summer.. It's been a toughie. I hate to admit that this summer didn't live up to its expectations.
oh course. with elite (aka my hellhole for 8 weeks) how could it be? but.. mm. its been okay. spent some time (not as much as i would have liked) with my friends..

er. well. mostly the punk and the jerk ;p they know who they are. i still had time to see majority of some.
others.. i haven't seen them all summer, and i probably never will see them again .(well, at this rate at least)
no. i haven't finished my summer reading. and with my schedule for the fall semester.. i'm so screwed. > <

last night, me a couple of friends were hanging out before they left for their camp.

it was like a really lame.. stupid movie night. but eh. it was last minute. so w/e

iono if all of you know this but.. man. don't freaking call/text me just cause you're bored. i absolutely dislike phone calls and pointless wasteful texts. not all of us have unlimited.and when people send me one word texts.. D:< do you wanna start a fight, punk!? lol. jk jk .. kinda. maybe. sorta.. not really = =x

so today is ..er was the start of my one week vacation.

Only sad part is.. most of my friends are on vacation and/or are out of town.
boo. ): how lovely.
i awoke this morning.. to a text. - -x. punk wouldn't even let me sleep after cleaning the mess he/she left behind. jk. kinda. but. its okay. because the text was slightly charming.. slightly. but with that punk.. it seems almost unbelievable to get anything nice. -sigh- lol.
my first day of break.. i've been stuck inside my room with crappy internet. = =x mm. mother is cleaning in the.. kitchen? iono.. and forced me to stay inside my room to stay away from the "bad fumes". got some messages from my dearest sister who's hanging out in the ny + states. so funny. When she saw a squirrel, she remembered this joke i said when we were waiting for my mother to stop shopping: "omg. you were in there so long that i freaking learned how to skin a squirrel on the food network = =x" pretty sick stuff . but . ahaha. good joke :)
starting one week from now.. i will literally have no life. i will force myself home everyday (sorta .. well i'll try) and then freaking study and do my homework every freaking day.

my goal: UCI D:< i will get there ! sorta. .. probably not. but its worth a shot.

love life = 0 and future love life = negative infinite. i will concentrate on school work! i swear it. ! er.. try.. to concentrate. i have a short attention span. i can't help it. :x

my goal for track: at least 7'6 on poll vault. i'm so close! dude. i can do 6 ft already with a 30+ my weight poll. just imagine.. man. i want to freaking break that record and beat ericka ! acknowledge me world ! D:< lol. well i'll try.

i would really also like to grow! freaking doctor told me that i'll forever be this short. man. i swear. i was about to shoot him. punk. who says you can decide my future ! (but its probably true . lol. poor doctor).

i've been getting into basketball. mm. i wasn't that into it before.. i mean, i was when it was available. and i always wanted to play during freshmen year PE, but i think i got a kick-start in interest at.. the 2nd game i scorekept for.. i thought they looked pretty cool. now i just play sometimes with ronald. i don't have all the rules down or anything.. and because of elite, i lost everything that i was working on at the beginning of the summer. but .. i'll get somewhere.. hopefully. haha. i'm not planning on joining the team. nah. i won't have my parents support for that.. and ahaha. my coordination sucks anyways. but its always just fun to play :)

mm. don't feel like writing anymore.. there's probably a lot to read anyways. well. peace out, yo.

Contacts!

2010-05-29T22:44:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. I got contacts! :]
I'm still trying them out, and I have to still get checked to see if they're okay for me.
but still . i'm really happy. no more slightly broken glasses that i can't see that clearly through!
No its not the color ones, its the regular ones that you use instead of glasses. But its still good.

Joshua Paredes

yeah see cathy those contacts will make you believe you can actually see

Cathy Tran

whatever josh. if seeing is believing, then contacts are good enough.. for now.

just one of those days..

2010-04-24T21:23:00.000-07:00

Mmm.. how should i say this? Its not that bad like depressing or anything extreme. Just a mild case of crap. Lately, I've been feeling like "... crap. -sigh-" Its not that everything is going horribly wrong or anything. Apathetic. There's no strong will to do much anymore. asdjfkl; whatever. i'll be a better person and start trying harder.
I resprained my ankle on friday.. what great joy that brings.. - -x (sarcasm, for those that don't realize it when its staring you down, directly at the tip of your nose) so now my hip is starting to bug me. which is weird cause its like "what the heck, i thought your ankle hurt." but yeah.
I don't want to write much, because I noticed that people dislike to read long posts. Mostly me when the posts are like 3 pages long. So I'll try to keep this short. But.. it looks like this is going to be one heck of a long post. sorry guys. If you get bored just skip around.
Had fun at a small party friday night. Totally fun. Thanks for inviting :]
Thank you Jason ! Jason's going to let me borrow his AP Gov book so I can cram like crazy for the upcoming AP test. Wonders right? And he's letting me highlight and write in it :] I wonder if the highlighting's already done.
Track track track track. only one home game left then league prelims and finals. I wonder who'll make it in this year.. maybe if I stop falling I might make it in for hurdles. but ahaha. I highly doubt it since I had less than half the season to train. Last League Meet @ home against South Hills. If South Hill beats Walnut, Then we have a chance to tie for league champs (Girls Varsity only cause guys are "out of the hunt") Too bad we lost so many great athletes.. I wonder if we can still win without them.. :\
So I was suppose to meet my Nogales friends during the thursday meet @ Nogales.. but things didn't quite work out and we ended up going home early because of the starter and the weather. I've been looking at pictures and I realized, I really do miss them. I do think about what life would be like if I went to Nogales instead, and often I would love to be there instead too. But things happen for a reason, and being at rowland was not by mistake. Hopefully, I'll find that reason soon. It may have been with me this whole time and I've yet to realize it.
I miss a lot of people I don't see on a regular basis. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to just call people out of the blue and ask them if they want to hang. But its kinda weird so maybe not. :x
I miss 11:11. but those moments weren't much to begin with so, maybe i'm just being overly nostalgic.
I still try to avoid people but sometimes I won't notice them until they're less than 2-3 feet away. In those cases I pretend not to see them or I wouldn't talk to them. I don't hate them. I just, I don't know. I kind of panic when I see them and try to hide, and yet after I have this feeling of wanting to say something or for them to stay. But that distance just grows. I'm sorry if you're this person. I'll try to say something next time :\

I've noticed that a lot of people have been .. well pairing up or parting ways lately. Its not like everyone's getting together.. actually not a lot of people are.. but its like everyone has this on going thing. Especially when I think about my Nogales friends. A lot of people are having their relationships and flings and whatnot. I would be lying if I said I don't have any interests. but everything's too fuzzy and blurry to make out. Its like going through the world blind in one eye. Being too scared to commit doesn't help either, aha.

alright well I've kept this post going on long enough. i'll talk more later. night y'all.

obsessions.

2010-04-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

Many people have obsessions, for some it may be games, things, and so forth.

Pikachu: My slight obsession ;)

Re: Gigglefeather

2010-04-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

gigglefeather: no x) funny how he's teh first person you think of when it comes to me. should i be worried about you, cathy -.- hhaha.
cathyytrann: loll. noo. i just thought it was him because. -ahem- all your posts have at least one thing related to him.

gigglefeather: You'll never be lonely cuhs loneliness is with you (; hhah. I think I heard somewhere that the first things girls notice about guys are his face, his hair, his smile, and his shoes :| oh oh oh I gotta tell you something, Cathy! :D but I can't blog it so I'll tell you some other time. ahhaa people who know about mrgray saw me next to him and they were like "you looked so stiff." x) okay, friday it is then?
cathyytrann: thats.. lame. lol. mmkay. tell me whenever. haha. totally, i'm down for any day.

gigglefeather: oh dear ):
cathyytrann: ahahaa. you know its true :P

gigglefeather: :P mmmmmhm. "an item" oo oo oo I wanna be a PURTEE ITEM! :D hhhahaa. anyways... uhhhhmm anitem? x) I wonder how that would be like. :S
cathyytrann: lol. you dork. you'll be smitten and in love. and the rest of us single people will laugh at your cute embarrassment.

Spring Break 0'10 !

2010-04-02T18:25:00.000-07:00

Spring has officially started and I'm feeling GOOD. I would have felt better if I was going to go to that track meet tomorrow @ covina, which I could've made if I hadn't fell at the last hurdle. But thats totally cool because although i'll be missing out at a wonderful track meet and a glorious college, I WON'T have to wake up at 3-4 am in the morning just to compete 12 hours later. So its not that bad actually. Besides, I don't even like the 300 hurdle race. I would be much happier if I were to go for 100HH. So yeah. Today, after coming out of practice early, I was expecting to play some bball with Mandy and Christina. But unfortunately there were some misunderstanding and they ended up going home. So I just chilled with Joanna and Alice instead. :] It was totally fun and cool. I got to see Brian Park :) Brian was kind enough to make various visits to us during his spring break. I would totally love to go visit him if I could drive.. but he lives way out there "past the Hollywood sign" and everything. I should of got his number so if I do head down in that direction I could go pay him a visit. -sigh- maybe next time. ahaha. I would love to play some basketball though over the break if anyone is up for it. But, just a warning, I haven't played basketball since 8th grade which is like 2 whole years ago. So I'm not good. ahaha, but its not like I was good to begin with. So haha. But yeah. It'll be totally cool if someone (who has a ball, cause mine is flat) would like to go shoot some hoops. Just call and we're good to go :] Unless you're like going to a faraway park to play.. then no thanks. I don't want to go that far. Can't drive (yet) people. lol.
Other plans during the break include:
-track practice
-hanging out at peoples house
-MOVIES :D
-catching up on homework/stuff
-spanish video project
-doctor appointments.
If you have free time and want to go out, I would love to bounce with y'all so call/text/im. Leave a messagee !
Lets Bounce~

oh ps. continuing from yesterday about the person i hate. I didn't want to stick around to waste my time arguing with someone i have no patience for and someone who i lost respect for (because they obviously don't have either of the two for me) instead of shooting hoops with the girls that i enjoy spending my company with. SO I obviously choose what was more beneficial to me and my rational self interest. And. you know what? I enjoyed it. I obviously made the right choice.

sometimes one person can ruin your whole day

2010-04-01T22:35:00.001-07:00

There's someone that makes me mad almost every time i talk to that person. We got into another arguement again today. Frankly, I stopped caring about that person's arguments in general, but it still makes me mad. I'm not going to post more on this, because tomorrow, if that person doesn't back out, we're going to settle this affair and that'll be the end of it. Before I used to think., I don't hate people. BUT god has proved me wrong and introduced me to someone who i can hate.
Other than that, today was a very good track meet. Although I managed to develop a new signature move for hurdles, maybe I should stay in it. But both ways good meet.
There's a few people that I don't want to see around campus. Its not that I hate them or dislike them even. I dislike the feeling i get when our eyes meet. I'm not sure if its fear or just going else.There's one person I especially don't like seeing. Its not that we're not friends, and its not like I dislike the person, I just don't like that feeling. I purposely look out for them if we're close by during passing period and purposely try to avoid that person. This person isn't the person that pisses me off. But I guess I don't want to be absorbed by their aurora.
Kinda tired. Will post later.

I've Started to Notice that..

2010-03-31T22:51:00.001-07:00

..I tend to fall asleep when I'm writing posts.

Lots to write, i'll try to go through them quick.

2010-03-31T21:28:00.000-07:00

Warning: There's going to be a lot that I write about, so if you're not in the mood to read, you don't need to bother.

Going over the last couple of weeks, lots of things have happened:

Track track track. Mira Costa Mustang Relays was a success, unfortunately there's no GFS/GJV at the Covina Invitationals, so it looks like I'm not going this Saturday. :\ Even though you have to wake up really early and stay for long hours just to compete for a short amount of time at invitationals, I enjoy every minute of it. I'm slowing coming back to where I was last year and striving forward at track, but my attention span and energy level has dramatically decreased. Tomorrow is our home meet against Wilson, which is like whatever. So I'm going to try the 100 High Hurdles once more. Its not like I don't like the high hurdles or I'm that bad at it, but my form is completely wrong. I jump over hurdles instead of hurdling them, which is why I'll probably never get better at it. But none the less its a great chance to retry my luck at it. :P

My hate for theatre has grown to a vast amount. Don't get me wrong, I love doing productions and comedy sportz, but everything else like the clubs, and the classes are so pointless. I really regret becoming an officer. We're (me and danny) aren't even technically an officer yet. Both ways, I really want to quit, its such a waste of my time. I want to quit, but idk what Ms. D would say about it. She would probably look down on me and won't trust me to do productions. :\ -sigh- I really hate theatre.

Last Sunday was the boys basketball banquet. At first, I thought it would be like, "oh cool, I get to see them again." But I ended up just sitting by myself and not talking to anyone. I, once again, feel like I no longer belong with them, like I don't deserve to be with them. I'm not a player, just the scorekeeper. Therefore, I have no purpose at the banquet. I was half hoping for someone to come join me, but that would be very self centered of me. The guys that I was on a closer basis with weren't at the banquet, so it was kinda awkward and lonely. The hideout was pretty stuffy and I just didn't want to be there, so I would make frequent trips outdoor to get away. For awhile, I just hid in the faculty lounge but then there was someone coming in, so I pretended to go back. Luna was nice and gave me a thank you present. But I felt that it was an unnecessary thing to do, and it made me go back inside. (this was after i tried to hide out in the lounge, and I was just standing by the door . The thank you present was pairs of socks because there's this track joke about my socks and how they never match and have holes in them.(i already bought new socks, but they still keep the joke) I felt bad taking them cause scorekeeping for basketball was just my way of showing my appreciation and respect for my coach by doing him a favor. I, once again, am in debt to him. :\

Public Schooling (at least at our school), in my opinion, has become completely pointless. I used to believe that it'll prepare you for life, it's good for you, and it'll be good for college. But now, my views have completely changed. School has become a meaningless output of government spending. The students do not get to choose the most beneficial classes of their own self-interest. Instead, we are burdened with classes from the schools that don't even come into good use. How would art benefit you more than a language? Some of their choices of standards are ridiculous. And the systems they try to push you into aren't that much better. The only challenge we're attaining from all this is how to maintain our stress and how to expand our attention span. School has become so pointless that I really would not like to have any part of it if possible. The staff and the system are both so stupid. asdjlfk;a There's no point in ranting about it anymore.

asdfjkl;as Well i'm tired and I still have a buttload of homework left. So i'ma try to bs everything really quickly and go to sleep. nite yo. peace out.

What a weekend

2010-03-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hey friendly neighborhood readers, whats cracking?
So far, my life has been sweltering over track&field (i saw track and field cause i do more field than track :] )
Last couple of day have been painful and fun, but I completely enjoyed EVERY minute of it. So FUN.
I've been literally just sick all week and dyingg (well dying for one day, sick for the rest) I should have stayed in bed, so i could be top notch for everything else. But nah, track was just too intense to leave. Thursday's Meet @ Walnut. Our school got swept. We did really bad. like no joke. Friday was chill. We were talked at, er more like yelled at in a slightly calm manner. Comedy Sportz that night was goodd. Its getting better, making its way back up. Waking up early and working my butt off was for sure, more def, worth it to go to saturday meets. Many people find it boring and some people don't even like going, but I really do. When I'm not watching the race, I'm chilling or relaxing/sleeping. Not doing homework like, -ahem- ellen. haha. Its pretty cool. I would say I liked Citrus college's bleacher's more than Mira Costa, but I liked mira costa's runway. My time at mira costa was pretty fun. Long: 12 ft. (technically, its under my PR which is 12'3" from last year South Hills, but I don't believe that mark is legit. So I would say it matches my trial PR of 12') Triple: 26'1" (its semi real, got 29 at citrus, but it wasn't legit. Technically i like to count the 27 ft during trial is legit, but it sorta isn't) SOO, i technically double PRed :] Although I didn't win a medal, its fine. It was just an honor of going. Now i'm pretty tired. There's more I wanted to talk about, but i'm tired. I don't really want to go to the banquet tomo. Too tired and lazy. But eh, probably will.

no energyy.

2010-03-23T22:53:00.001-07:00

there's a lot of things i want to tell you guys.. but i'm too tired to do it.

Re: Gigglefeather: I Am the Insecure Type of Person. Naive Too.

2010-03-22T20:32:00.000-07:00

It's just that I'm really serious about relationships. mm. its not that people aren't serious about relationships. they are but the intensity of that seriousness isn't the same. but hey its high school. You don't expect to get married to your high school sweet heart do you?

So i don't want to start one now. thats fine if you don't, but its always better to have that experience when you're young and in high school, so you'll know how to deal with it in college and such .

We're still immature. We're still dependent on our families. Nothing's truly defined. I had something to say to this. but i forgot then i started typing about those stuff /\ . i'll come back to this.

Why risk breaking two hearts? you're not breaking two hearts. if people were made that fragile, then the world would be in a million of pieces. besides, what doesn't kill them, can make them stronger. high school relationships aren't that big, so a break up isn't a big deal. its bound to happen some time or later.

I don't understand how some people can dump someone that easily and then move on to someone else, just to end up breaking their hearts and weep. mm. think of it this way, when people are young they are moved easily on their emotions, just like a child/baby. When they experience something they want, even if they can't get it they'll still try (which brings us greed and ambition). Their desire for it is greater than any other emotion so they strive for it.

I don't understand how some people can give their hearts to so many people and then end up breaking their own. eh. its all for that passionate desire.

I don't understand how some people can get with someone new every year, just to end up closing it off -both the relationship and friendship. not every relationship is love. You're first doesn't have to be your last nor your best.

I don't understand how some people can handle not talking to the person they thought they shared something with. you'll know once you experience it. There's an awkward tension thats between the two people which makes it awkward when they are around each other. Both parties in most cases rather not go through that awkward tension.

I don't understand how someone can love then hate... while we're still young and money is not the issue. -cheating shouldn't be in mind even at all well since we're still young, the feels that we experience aren't of love. its bound to fluctuate.

I don't understand relationships. no one does. its just two things that work together.

And I never will. you might not understand it fully, but you'll get a sense of it.

I guess sometimes, when you've gone head over heels for someone (cue BLG - Head Over Heels), you just have to give it a try. Hope for the best. mhm :]

I guess sometimes, you'll never know what will turn out. Good or bad. of course.

I guess sometimes, you just can't run away from the bad. You have to learn to resolve conflicts. true.

I guess all the time, the "if" will always be there. And if that's keeping you away from doing something, then you're not living life at all. Live Life without Regrets.

I guess... hearts are meant to be broken at least once. Because nothing and no one is perfect (cue Miley Cyrus - Nobody's Perfect). LAME. ahaha. thanks captian obvious.

I guess... I'm just afraid of rejection. everyone is.

I guess I'm letting the "if" prevent me from doing something. yes you are >:[

I know, that I'm afraid of commitment.

But isn't everybody? Mhmm!

gigglefeather: oh you wanted to talk to him that time? x) I would've came. but I didn't. hhaa. sure, I'll come next time (: DUDE I totally can relate!! My parents constantly bag on the "American ways" and the "American traditions" and how "Chinese manners" are way nicer.
cathyytrann: wow.. whatever. you better! yeah. it makes me angry and annoyed about how their way is better. I mean, its like: "hey, if you don't america, why did you even come, right?"

quick preview.. maybe.

2010-03-16T19:48:00.000-07:00

Just making a quick preview post of what i'll write after i shower.
Kiss. keeping it short and simple.
-bleh day.

-happy that i can be late to school and get free breakfast :D

-CAHSEE was pretty eh. Fell asleep 5x during. woken up 3x by mel.

-tired tired tired

-dramathon bs.

-got to say hi to someone i haven't seen in forever!

-ran into someone i don't want to see...
-track.. -sigh- high jump. w/e

-bruises and crap from track. bleh.
-JoGuo's realization. noting my observation skills.

now shower. bbl :]

Bishop Amat Relay !

2010-03-13T22:36:00.000-08:00

Today was my first saturday meet ever. For those that don't know what a saturday meet is. Its a REAL competition between a bunch of schools (in this one there was about 26?) for placing in your heat. Only the top 3 are allowed to go for each event. Now I'm not the top 3, BUT since sandy didn't go today, I'm her alternative.
I woke up around 5:15. Shower. packed my stuff. Nearly missed the bus, but I still made it :] && onwards to Citrus College. It was soo cold in the morning. I was wearing about 4 layers and it was still cold. Thank goodness for my blanket. The bleachers are like crazy steep, steepest bleachers i've ever seen. mm. My event, triple jump, didn't start until 1:45 pm. So I was stuck there from 6-12 doing nothing. I got to watch all the other races and relax, so it was pretty chill. I tried working on piano, but i didn't get very far. Around 12:00, I went to go warm up for my event. I finished my event in around 15 mins. Our school swept the top 3 in girls Frosh/Soph. With Malerie in first, me in second, and Ixia in 3rd. Haha. The funny part is that me and malerie supposely got "29" fts. But in fact the lady was measuring wrong, so that gave us a 4 feet bonus. :D So in fact, it should of been 25 ft. Ixia came in third with 27 ft. Even though we got the extra 4 feet bonus, I believe we still could've won a placing because to be honest, the girls weren't that great of a jumper. But haha. Yay! :] The rest of the track meet went swell. A bunch of interesting stuff happen, like kevin's fall, sudden blackout, and the bus ride back home. But I refuse to type it all out. I loved today's meet. I would honestly love to go again. And, I don't think I would mind so much about not placing as long as I get to go.
Because of my track meet, I missed UCSD, theatre work day, + time to study for piano. BUT! it was totally worth it. 100 %. Loved it :]

Re: Mr. Grayy Post 25

2010-03-05T22:58:00.000-08:00

Omg. So I was so stupid, that I accidentally forgot to change the old post date + title before I reposted a new one using this old format. But as long as you already read it. Its okay.

gigglefeather:what excitement? did I seem excited in my blog post? O: ask him? ask who? ask what? ... 21? what number? (;
cathyytrann: haha, you know what ;]

gigglefeather: hhaha. you look tough :P mhmm it's around there -^^- but thats not why we're there at nutrition hhaha. We're there because Christina's locker is there too. You should learn guitar too :D let's have another 'guierr' practice, Jerah. (oh and reply to your comment.. hahhaa she says 'guitter' but I like 'guierr' better xD) hahhaaa that shirt? oh I'll wear it (: once allysa silk screens it. I amde one for her tooooo :D with miguel giving her a bouquet of flowers. adorableee!
cathyytrann: Ewww. More like I look GROSS. Hahaha :] OH yeahh! He told me today. I was going to tell you, but it spilled my mind. I got to talk to him for a bit today during passing period. He has math first period. Hahaha, that must SUCK. I'm so glad I'm not in his class. But ahh. If I was, the possibilities for you two ;x Oh! And yes yes yes. I would LOVE to join you guys :] Awwwww. How sweet. Make sure he sees it ;]

gigglefeather:yupsiree sure (: oh hhaaha yeah i read on your blog that you only keep up with Terry and some other guy now. when you said "I'll find out when his date is for you" I freaked out for a sec cos I thought you were saying that you'll ask him when he's free so that you'd set up a 'date for me'. i had to read it a few more times to understand what you were actually tryna say x) whew!

cathyytrann: mhmm. I don't really keep up with them . I mean.. well I was never up-to-date with them in the first place. Haha. We just chat whenever we see each other. I see a couple of the guys around school. Terry & Jose in Track. Rhinell & Micheal when they're around or near my locker area. mm. I always see Zack + Frank right after 2nd. I see the couples too.. and its like.. ahaha.. awkward. I'll.. just keep walking.. hah.. There's people I see but never get to talk to, like . hmm. Jason + others. OHOHO . && MR. GRAYYY ;] Bwhahaha. :P Yeah I was trying to hide it .. sorta.

gigglefeather: : I can't believe you didn't tell me the day you did that x) but it's okay (: I'm kinda.. happy -^^- Alice told me that she found out who he is today -.- and now Joanna knows because of this whole mess, but it isn't Alice's fault. I think about 14 people know now, but about 6 of them don't go to Rowland. ...which is kinda disturbing now that I think about it... people who don't go to Rowland know about mr gray. Hm. ....................................disturbingg. Anyways, dude "she's the one that told me that the two of you were related" ....why? x) Why would I randomly tell you that they're related x) gee. hhahahahaa "oh he must be pretty stupid then. well. then again.." Then again? What is that supposed to mean x) "i don't remember cause it was a while back" The end of the season wasn't that long ago, was it? :P "uh i guess? i mean, she's always colorful with her shoes and stuff" UH I GUESS? Those words have better not come out of his mouth! hhhhhaahahahha kidding kidding. I guess that's what I would say if someone asked me if being [any adj] was a good thing..
cathyytrann:welll! Causee. If I did, you would have got soo mad at e. Aww. Aliceee x] Well, he was trying to say that either he's stupid, or you're just really smart. AND being colorful is neither a compliment or a complaint. Its neither good or bad. So.. yeah. o-o

I think I picked up on most the _____ expect for the one about where in the class you guys were.

rant rant rant.

2010-03-02T20:15:00.001-08:00

Althought I usually NEVER rant on here, I'm going to make a super small one like a one sentence rant here. I'll write the rest of my rant in my other blog but for now, one sentence will do. Actually I'm not going to rant forget it. I'll rant else where. Anyways. asdfjkl; oh my jesus. Track is frustrating me so much as of right now. I'm so angry and disappointed at myself and stuff at track . asdljkf; bleh bleh bleh. I'm flustered with mixed emotions for track. I love my events, but I don't seem to be doing well this year. It makes me so angry and disappointed. Especially high jump. I'm so behind all the other girls. I really really want to be able to do it, and do it right. But oh my jesus! D:< (darnnit! It deleted everything I wrote again!) But yeah. I'm sorta ranting now. I''m so angry and disappointed at myself and the stuff at track. I know its sorta mean, but I'm going to come out and say it. I think some people are a real waste of space, air, and uniform. I mean, honestly (even though I suck.) there some people I just question why they are even in a sport team at all. By that, I mean.. the people who really suck and complain about the workout/ and/or skip out of at least part of the workout. I mean if you suck, then at least don't complain about the workout and finish it. And I mean, at least come to practice you know. And another thing that makes me annoyed is that some people stop the others from being able to participate or like continue working on the workout just because of their self-interest. I know its not really ment to hurt others, but by doing those actions like stopping practice earlier, its pretty self-centered and rude. But whatever. I'll just keep myself in check, and forget the others. (i wrote more about other stuff earlier..but it got deleted.. and i can't remember what i wrote)

Nikki, I've written my letter back to you.. its been sitting on my table since forever. Its like in a envelope with a stamp and everything.. but I just keep missing a chance to send that letter. I'll make it up by writing another one to send with it.

Life is pretty.. asdflkj;.. hor-ri-ble. School and everything is like no fun anymore, everything's just work. bleh.

I can't even go to the stupid AP review sessions (not like those are fun.. but w/e) cause of track >:[ I mean track used to be worth it.. but now i'm starting to doubt it a little.

I tend to not talk to people unless they talk to me first. I know its pretty rude and weird, but thats how I am. I just have this feeling that i'd be bothering another person if I go talk to them. I would kind of ruin their image amongst their friends or their group. But w/e like I care, I'll just keep to myself.

I kinda lost touch with the basketball peeps (expect for jose and terry cause I have practice with them. .sorta) . Its saddening.. a bit. But bleh. w/e.

I would love to learn like a whole bunch of languages. I find knowing a language more valuable and useful than the fundamentals like math or science. I think I would probably take a whole bunch of language classes in college just for the heck of it, haha if i have the money of course.

Piano.. ahaha.. -sigh- :\ I'm working on it still. I'll get better and practice more.. I promise. :[

Coming up Events:
Thursday:

-Away Meet @ Los Altos. (Man I wish I could visit the guys and be cool in a jersey while they're in just regular clothes. Hahaha)
- Charlie Brown Musical.. haha. good luck Prop Crew :]
Friday:
-Charlie Brown Musical.. darnnit back on the job.

Saturday:

-FREAKING Charlie Brown.

Sunday:

-Picking up my slack.

Ahh. stupid dad! -edited-

2010-02-20T23:34:00.000-08:00

Mmkay. So i gotta make this super quick post.
Theatre is soo bsed. But things are getting better and i hope we finish everything on time and the show's a huge success. Mm. Saw my auntie from Texas today! :] She looks different .. it was kinda scary at first cause me and my brother were questioning whether my dad picked up the right lady or not. Haha. But yeah. So I hanged with the fambam today. I want to go out and eat with them tomorrow morning, but bleh. piano. mm. we were talking about a lot of things . Apparently they want me to go with them to texas. But I haven't even been on a plane before. D: gah. iono. it sounds interesting though. I mean.. i've never been out of california.. unless you count the less than 5 min switch of freeways on the border line = =x Mm. We also talked about me getting braces. I never had a problem with my crocked teeth before. I always just took it as apart of my features. But yeah. huh. Maybe I should? Iono. Lots of stuff to consider. I love how some people just stop talking to you and don't reply = =x. ahh. w/ee . its almost time for me to leave, so i'll say nite. Peace out kiddos.

I noticed that when ever I write "D:<" "><" everything in between the two faces disappears ! boo. not cool

...ZzZzZz

2010-02-17T21:08:00.000-08:00

Ah. I'm so sleepy and tired.
I'ma just right up this quick post and then go to sleep. (sorry if this post doesn't make sense. thats probably just me falling asleep while writing this. = =)
Track- es mas o meno. I'm not quite sure if we're done with testing or not (only triple jump left. o-o)

Season 09-10 (trial/test scores) : [ah bad scores]
100m: 15 something?
200m: 33.96 sec?
400m: uh.. 74 sec?
800m: 3'11" (mins, seconds)
1600m/mile: 7'13" (mins, seconds)

40m-50m hurdles: 11.70 secs
long jump: 12 ft.
High Jump: aha.. less than 4ft? (getting there?)
Triple Jump: 27' something" (feet, inches)
Discus: aha.. 30 ft.

Theatre.. its getting there. We're staying until 9 to get things done. Today is an exception for some reason. ah. I hate theatre club. What a waste of time and effort.School is w/e atm. Life is tiring. = =x Mm. maybe interest? Not sure yet. I don't get to see/talk to people much so aha.. idk. but yeah. atm, no one i guess. started drawing in my agenda (getting in trouble for it, cause i draw in class. but thats okay) Starting my weekly/daily comics in my agenda haha. piano! D: thats all i have to say for it. If you take piano.. you know. = =x bleh. i keep coughing and sneezing a lot. Its probably allergies starting to act up. asdfjkl; i feel like crapp.
gah. my head feels like an airless helicopterrr. thats my single for sleep. peace out

formspring! :)

2010-02-15T22:35:00.000-08:00

http://www.formspring.me/cathyytrann

ahh new years ♥

2010-02-15T22:16:00.001-08:00

new years has been pretty great. Lots of ups and downs in the last couple of days.
i got to do illegal stuff. ahaha, they actually did let me drink this time. bleh. it tasted nasty though. My dad thinks I might have a good liquor, meaning i can stay sober and hold my liquor for a good while. ahah, I sorta wanted to test it, but the champagne tastes nasty. Mm. I also got to drive, but i already mentioned that. My fambam came over yesterday and it was cool. :] I went to yogurtland for the first time, and it was pretty cool. I've only went to pinkberry before because my sister liked pinkberry better. But yeah. it was cool. :O Rhinell called me. It was kinda weird.. cause I didn't give him my number.. and he wouldn't tell me how he got it. He just kept telling me that I would be mad if I found out. o-o aha.. talk about suspicious. haha, but its cool, cause now i have someone else to talk to and bother :] Mm. I watched Sherlock Homes and Coraline with my cousins. Sherlock Homes was pretty good, even though my cousins thought it had too much action, i thought it was fine. I hope they make a sequel, I want to see who this professor is. Coraline.. okay. now that was a pretty creepy movie. Sure, its cute and cartoony. But the theme and the ideology/moral of that movie was pretty creepy. Its not like I haven't seen movies and books like that before. But I still think its pretty creepy each time. Good movie though. I like that creepiness to some extent. Haha, I didn't want to go to sleep for a while after watching it. Today. gah. What a waste of time. I spent my whole entire day in Rancho Cucamonga. I'm pretty sure I'm not related to the people I visited either! But the majority of our family went. So yeah. talk about a downer.
oh . i think i mentioned it before, but i always wanted to go play basketball after watching the jv guys play. But there's no one to play with (oh and my ball's flat! boo) and i don't want to ask any of them.. cause yeah. i would just die trying to catch up - - haha. so yeah.

:)

2010-02-13T22:29:00.001-08:00

Since its already late, and I'm tired. I'll just keep my post short.
Today was super fun and interesting.
I started my day off with the usual work day. Came home late. Went back to school for my brother.
>:] Drove Illegally. Mwuahahaa. I love how my mom is totally chill about me doing these "illegal" stuff. She was cool about me drinking (with her of course. har har. But i didn't get to drink much cause she drank it all. But its the thought that counts) and today she let me drive around the school parking lot :) Love my mommy.
Went to the temple after. saw old faces and new changes. and baby! :o he grewww. He's four now and he can talk a little. He still remembers me even though I haven't seen him since he was 2 or so? But ahaha. cutee. Dinner was good. On the way home, I saw 8 "1 800- Get Slim" ads in a row. Talk about awkward.
But yeah. Happy Chinese/Viet/Asian New years guys. Gong Hai Fat Choi! Xing Nin Cuai Le. (iono how to write in viet.. so i won't :] )
And for all my unasian/non celebrating viewers: Happy Valentine's Day (er or single awareness day.) haha. w/e floats your boat. Alright. Peace out, yo-

ah.. asdfkj; -mouth foams.. rolls over.. dies-

2010-02-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

haha. whats up kiddos? ah my knee is driving me crazy D:< I get these pain often, but eh w/e. Anywhoo. How was everyone's feburary 12th? haha. or early valentine's day? Mmm. I rather enjoyed today. But I should keep what I say to a minimum, cause -ahem- someone new is reading my blog posts. Which is like. ahaha.. oh dear.. what did i write before? @_@ lol. mm.. well anyways, I wanted to thank everyone that made this day so wonderful and for the presents. Thank you Joanna for the v-day chocos. Ahaha. I was just divouring it in the lighting booth. ahah, and you were there to watch! :] Thanks Ben, I love reading those fortunes! And last but not least, Thank you Rhinell! lmao. haha. You spelled my name wrong, but thats okay. (haha, even if you probably won't read this) It was very sweet. :] Oh and thank you Jason for keeping me company, even if talking to me is pretty boring.
Comedy Sportz was fun today. Er. It wasn't at the beginning, cause gah, the manager position was threw onto me along with a bunch of random binders and bags. Mm. But i'm glad i stayed. It made me smile. I even got to graffiti the JR circle today. haha. hopefully nobody notices. But yeah. Its in pencil, so i'll just erase it later.. like tomorrow. hahaha. Theatre work day tomorrow! Power tools. ahaha. fun.
mm. well, the bball guys had a great season, even if they didn't win. I was still proud of them.
I was thinking of writing something about each of them, like what jason did, in a post. But I might do it next time. I'm kinda lazy atm. ahaha.
Speaking of which, I wanna visit the JV guys like right before a track meet. You know? Cause i'm always seeing them in a jersey and uniform, so yeah. I want to have a turn to be the one wearing the uniform, while they're wearing regular clothes. But I don't want to bother them during their practice.. so we'll see.
Speaking of track, we got our times and we're almost finished with testing. I'll post my scores at the end when testing is done. I hope I make it into high jump this year. ahaha. What a paradox, me in high jump? The irony is just horrendous. hahaa.
Oh. This might seem random, but I always thought it would be pretty cool for a guy to ask a girl to sadies. I know its seen as shameful, but.. i always thought it was cool. Haha, I'm not saying I would go if a guy asked me. haha. noo. I would never go to a dance. But I think it'd still be cool.

Nogales Reunion ♥

2010-02-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

As many of the bloggers know, we had a mini reunion at nogales. It was super fun that I got to see everyone again even if I left a bit early. I wish I could of seen everyone and that others would have stayed longer, but i'm happy with what I got. Our team won again for basketball, so yay. mm. I really really really miss michelle. :[ Stupid Bryan! You and your uncle can wait. I want to keep michelle with me longer. Me and her were like super close in middle school. we didn't do much of the going out or sharing too many likes, but our friendship was one of a kind. Hugging her made me realize how much I missed life back at Rincon. Sure rowland's great. But I really do miss my nogales/rincon friends A LOT. -sigh- (lol, i also realized that michelle and her brother give the same tight lung crushing hugs, but michelle is still cooler :P ) I wish I could see them for a longer time period. I wish I still went to school with them. There's a lot of things I miss about the good old days. But I can't be greedy. I'm happy that I've made friends with the team and everyone at rowland. Speaking of which, the basketball players (not all of them, but a majority of them) are such a flirt. For shame! Such players. tsk tsk. haha. Well the next time I'll be at Nogales is on April 22, for a track meet. Fully suited for my game by then. Haha, I can't wait for my next visit. I wish we could do a reunion or something. I wanna see more people next time, and talk longer. AND! Not have to move around all the time. jeez. = =x Why can't everyone group together and talk, instead of having me run around D:< Seeing old friends makes me think about a lot of things. About myself and where I am with life. About how far or how close I still am to my childish hopes and ambitions. Its a lot of self realization. I also think about my friends and I began to think that maybe we weren't as close as I thought. Or even though we're close, I don't seem to know much about them. There's a lot of things going through my head at this moment in time, but I'm just glad that I got to see them again. I guess thats the big topper of tonight. Hopefully the next basketball game will turn out well and good things will happen, after all, its our last game. Lets make it worth something.
ahaha. I realize that I seem to include myself in the team now. I feel bad since I don't really do much and I'm not really apart of the team but for right now, I just want to belong.
Well I'm tired tonight. So i'ma go. Peace out yo-

today:

2010-01-16T19:23:00.000-08:00

Today was a good day! It was so great, i just had to blog about it. :] I don't know about you, but i rather enjoy the simple pleasures in life.
Okay, so my day started off pretty crappy. It wasn't anyone's fault. I just felt terrible and horrible.
First I came late to workday. (well i went to the bank, but i still shouldn't have came so late) Then I didn't even instruct my crew members well. Corey asked us to get stuff from the prop room, and at first I thought I knew what it was cause I've seen brackets before during lysistrata. But it was the wrong type of bracket. We spent a huge amount of time looking for the right kind and it was kelsey that found it. I don't mean its bad that she found it personally. But the fact that I didn't even know what I was doing made me feel terrible. Then after we went inside, and things kinda slipped from me cause someone was telling part of my crew to do something, and i was like half aware? So I got ..well.. not yelled at or lectured, but notified to control/watch over my crew. Which made me 10x worse. I mean. like sure I wasn't in trouble, but I knew I shouldn't let them be out there messing around. But I didn't want to call them in because I didn't know what to tell them. Because :\ I really don't know what I'm doing. Being the head of stage running and set con is kinda depressing er or iono demeaning? Its not that set con and stage running is bad. Its just that since I don't know anything, I always look towards corey. (Which also isn't bad but.. its like i have no control over what I do. ) Not being the designer is bad too, cause although being a designer takes a lot more work, I get to work at my own pace and I have control of what we do and like I actually know what I'm doing. Being the head of stage and set con makes me feel.. useless. Thats the word for it. I felt like.. I wasn't doing my job. In fact, a couple of people from the crew could've been a better head than I am. So :\ bleh. So like.. yeah. But things got better around 11 when I started using the power tools. I mean, hey at least I was doing something. I sent my crew home because.. there's really nothing left to do. But I wish I knew what to do, so I could direct my crew properly and do my job. I really hate not being able to do that. But yeah. So :\

After work day I went to the library to return the favor to Danny.
Iono if Danny feels this way, but I've always thought of me and danny being pretty close within theatre. We started as the new officers together and we've helped each other in our jobs and do each other favors even if we sometimes don't want to. But so yeah. I went to the library to volunteer to help. At first I felt a bit terrible cause I was eating pizza and I didn't do anything to deserve it, unlike danny and the others who've been there for a while working. But after we were sent to work and I was actually like working and I knew what I was doing. It made me feel better from this morning. Ahaha, so by now I'm feeling pretty good and me and danny are messing around ish? like just talking. And this weird random guy comes up to us and starts talking to us. It kinda went like this:
weird guy: -points at me while talking to danny?- She's nice.
danny: .... uh yeah, she's nice (blah blah. can't remember what he said exactly)
weird guy: yeah. she's nice.
me: .. O_O
-guy leaves-
me (to danny): psst.. do you know him?
danny: no..
ahaha. The whole she's nice thing was ironic because right before then we were talking about how mean I was and how I was bullying danny or w/e x] so ahaha. It was pretty funny.
but dudee.. that guy's.. weird.. o-o He was like some random 30ish year old guy. talk about creepy. but anyways I did a lot of work and did extra stuff to help out which made me feel so much better. We met these other kids from Diamond bar? But I didn't talk to them. But they seemed nice. So eh :] Then I sorted the whole foreign dvd section. ahaha. I felt so accomplished.
-AHEM- Dannyy ditched me cause he said it would take forever. but w/e I did it anyways. It made me feel better :] By the time I finished the other people other than danny left and the big kids came :D Ahaha. It was daniel lei, amy lai, and angela liu. Heh heh. we were all having fun working. :] Danny found a chinese verison of cinderella to give to ms. kuo? ahaha. And daniel got a bible quiz book and a question and answer book to teenage problems for parents. x] Amy and angela wanted these other books ,but they already packed it away so they couldn't get them. After we finished packing all the books up, it was time to leave. Angela and amy were the first to leave, then danny, and daniel left after a while of waiting with me. I was the last to leave . I really liked today. It cleared all the unhappy feelings from earlier this morning.

I went to Morning glory after. I bought the eraser refill that i've been needing and I also got a pair of earring :]
They weren't want I really wanted, but they were at a decent price and pretty nice? I guess at the time I was looking for a nice colored ball stud earring or something small. But eh. they didn't have any nice ones.
I've always wanted a pair of cross earrings, even though I'm not christian and even though it usually more like a guy's trend. I really like them. Something like.

or like

But with only one cross at the bottom. and the cross should be the size of the big one of ^

I wish I could make my own earrings. but eh.

anywhoo. so yeah. i've read mandy's blog. and i still don't know who mr. gray is.
I know who's ___ and who their person is. but :\ still don't know.
yeah. still working on that letter to nikki.
I got sick! D: Sucks. I'm not sure if its allergies or if i'm just sick? o-o
Cause my eyes don't itch yet... so o-o

:o oh and we're getting bunk beds! so this year I might finally have my own bed
We already have the metal and everything. but yeah. so the 3 of us, my mom, my brother and I are still sharing the same room. But this time I might get my own bed. We got the bunk bed stuff from my cousins who are also redoing their house. Call me childish, but I've always wanted bunk beds as a little kid"

oh yeah. so i'ma stop here and tag later so my sister can see the pictures ^
oh and. i think i need a hair cut. huh.

Its Late at nightt but..

2010-01-15T01:27:00.000-08:00

I still don't feel like sleeping. I know I'm tired cause my body feels exhausted.. but.. I really don't feel like going to sleep. Man.. I was planning to sleep early today too. oh well.
Ahaha. A friend scared me through aim today, but they wouldn't know that i'm referring to them. Haha. Freaked me out for a little while. haa.. yeah . i'm done with that topicc.
School has been rather.. er busy? I've been feeling rather apathetic? Haha, look at me trying to use big words. Thats when you know somethings up. ahhaa. just kidding :] But yeah. things have been exhausting and I've been feeling terrible and horrid for a good portion of this week due to self-pity. Which is absolutely LAME. I need to bring my game back. Maybe starting second semester things will take a turn for the better. Ahh, yes , its true. I'm still working on that letter to Nikki > <
Horrible. but you know what? I'll finish tomorrow. er. today (since its already morning).
Mmm. I should really get going. I'll do w/e I have left and things that I need to do later. Nite y'all (haha i like how my spanish teacher talks.. y'all)

its been awhile

2010-01-06T20:55:00.000-08:00

So.. yeah. its been awhile.
well not really, cause i posted on my other blog. but thats private :P
Well.. life's been different lately.
I know where I want to do/go with my semi-old issue, but not my new one. :\
Its such a pain in the butt. but -sigh- I'll deal with it.

I'm not going to say anything until something comes up. but the new issue.. i don't know what to say about that. That one's just a mess.
hopefully, everything sorts itself out.
Well. today's thomas's birthday. Happy birthday if you're reading this. I hope you liked your surprise, it wasn't as good as i was hoping.. but it was decent. Oh yeah and although it isn't a giraffe, I hope you enjoy your present. I made the pillow small so it could fit in your locker and backpack. so you could take it to class/work/whatever. Oh and if you want to iron on the design, you need to put the picture facing up and put a piece of parchment paper over it. Hold the iron on each area for 20 sec and then iron back and forth like you would to a normal piece of fabric. Well, Happy 17th Kiddo. You're finally growing up. :P oh and yes yes. thank you for the late x-mas gift. you really shouldn't have.. :\
Alright. So today was fun and full of adventures, although i'm quite tired now, it was something i'm glad things turned out the way it did.
First, the surprise party was pretty decent.
Then I dropped Max off at his house and ended up staying for a visit.
heheh, his doggie likes me :D she's so cute and sweet.

Ahaha. So before I left max's house, he told me that there was a short cut to school. ahaha.. - -" me being blind at night went along the fence looking for an opening.. and i couldn't find it ! so i gave up and was like: "bull, i'll just jump the gate." ohmy. little did i know that the top of the fence had spikes. = =x I was half way over when i noticed something sharp (cause once again, i'm blinddd D: ) my stuff was already on the other side of then fence, and i didn't want to drop the pikachu on the ground cause it would get dirty. "shit. whatever, i'll just endure it." the spikes weren't the worse part. When i jumped over, i didn't noticed the ground was slanted like a hill. So when i reached the ground, i lost my balance and fell.. and rolled... = =x so i ended up having thorns in me during the bball game, and i was trying to get them out while i sat there and watched. = = But hey, at least they did good today :] ahaha. i bonded with the little kid a bit over pikachu. mwahaha. pikachu :]

although i don't like stuffed animals, pikachu was an exception.

but even though its pikachu, its probably going to end up where all my other stuff animals are.. :x
so.. yeah. today was a pretty good day. Busy as heck
oh yes yes. nikki, i got your letter :]
hello my beautiful pen pal. I'm dedicated part of this post to you (how lame, i know. = =) because i don't have time to write back today. I hope you are doing decent in school, and i hope things move on easier. Don't worry too much about stuff. blah balh blah. you still have time to find your career, you're still young :] so no prob girl . hang in there.
er yeah, i'll write back in more detail. but gots to do homeworku.

oh yes and Thank you karen and mel for the t-shirt ~!

oh yesh and. i now know two people with the same exact nickname. :\
jay kim- from last year :\
jay kim- from jv basketball ._.

^ i don't call him jay, but apparently everyone else does.

what a luck . .. eh :\

Ice Skating ♥

2009-12-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

Today was really fun. I used up all my energy when we were ice skating at the Anaheim Ice Ring. We saw the amnesty club officers there too. Ahaha. It was fun ice skating. It's been a while since I've done that. Ehehe I had more fun pushing people >:] muwhahaha. It was pretty cool and we had a lot of fun. An unexpected turn of events led us to the mall where we ate "dinner" and watched Avatar. Danny was in the back of the theatre, while we were in the front. but heh :] Danny ahaha. mm. It was a pretty good animation. The movie .. was really really long = = . I mean it looked pretty cool and everything. But the story's not that great.. so eh. I would recommend watching it with a pillow and blanket and.. well a lot of room for yourself to rest in. Dude! I just noticed that the guys from Bones that was in the movie was the same guy that didn't go in to watch it during bones. :D so cool. anywho. I wanted to movie hop. . but i was so tired and it was late. So we decided not too.. :[ after that, we went to the arcade. Me being tired, I just walked around with occasional sitting. Finally we came home. It was fun and tiring. I wish we could go again. The only thing I wish was that.. as iono, unsure about it as I am, and as bad as it is and well as bad as I am, i wish -ahem- could have taken more of an initiative and -ahem- get somewhere. But i understand why not. And still, with that being known.. i still kinda wish it was initiated so that the conversation on that matter could have started and it'd get somewhere. Naturally I think it would have just went with the flow; if it was initiated.. it probably would have just continue. I know none of this makes sense.. but it should to the right person. :X

Ahaha.. :]

2009-12-06T21:35:00.000-08:00

So.. A couple of things have happened over this weekend that i personally thought was funny. .. in a way.
Well first off, my phone got a virus.. so bye bye texting. -sigh- but ahaha. its funny cause now i can say my phone has officially gone stupid. and its not my fault! :] its some update thing that came with a bug. but yeah. :P oh well.

Second, so like.. ahaha. my grandma and my mom woke me up this morning and told me:
"cathy! for your birthday, we got you fabric softener sheets!"
ahaha. now i'm not complaining, i just thought it was funny and i wanted to share that with you guys.
i mean comeon. fabric softener sheets?! :O (as lily likes to say) score! :D
and the funniest part was.. they weren't kidding.. they really got me fabric softener sheets x]
ahaha. i love my family. they're so spontaneous.

Now we have tryouts for track.. so yay :\ who doesn't love having a chance to not make it on the team. bwuahaha. :P
there was something else but i can't seem to remember... anywho. chao guys :D

Thanks guys!

2009-12-04T22:56:00.000-08:00

Thanks guys! Like thank you so much for everythingg. today was wondrous.
It was unexpected and extraordinary. Thanks for making this 16th birthday so sweet guys :]
it makes me feel guilty for not doing more for people. but :X
ah.. i'll make it up eventually.
i think Christmas is gonna have to wait till after break though.
thanks guys :]

lets get this over with.

2009-11-18T19:40:00.000-08:00

Everyone's been asking me the same thing. The people who want to "talk" to me are always "talking" about the same thing. My answer to all of you guys: I really don't know. I don't know. Stop asking me things I can't answer. Its not that I refuse to admit it. No, in fact, I refuse to decide on something that is for one I'm not completely sure on and I know in the end there's no happy ending. All these attempts are fruitless, so why can't I just leave things as they are? Whats wrong with that? I like the way I am right now in life and I'm not about ready to change. This is the way I am. Say what you want, but the way it is right now is how it'll stay till further notice.

omg. + +

2009-11-11T20:15:00.000-08:00

D:< uwah!
stupid. omg. asdfjkl; mother.
omg. i knew this would happen. thats why i chose not to answer
but no. you kept pestering me. asdfjkl;. omg. + +
ahhh!! D:< fine. w/e its my fault.
asdfj;l ! asjfd;alksdfj

very strongly dislike.
don't talk to me.
you know who you are.

mmm. maybe i shouldn't post

2009-11-11T17:08:00.000-08:00

mmmmm fishsticks (3:38:29 PM): id like to get a present from you.. ^^

:OOO !!! i finally convinced him ! >:] muwhaha. feel so proudd :D
er .yes i should be doing homework at the moment as well as other stuff but I REFUSE! D:<

So i went to a concert today. it was... a good 45 mins i'll never get back..

but i guess i mean it was pretty good. that girl has the attention span of a .. something that has a long attention span. D: Crazy women practices 2-8 hours

a day. Puts us all too shame. But eh. her playing was nice.. very well done. Very clean with amazing technique and everything.. but gosh the amount of attention span . woo . thats crazy. Anyways.. We went to elephant bar after. and ate food. they made me pick the food = = which is terrible, cause i'm a horrible.. picker. so yeah. :X mm. got home. been doing nothing. i should do homework... but i really don't want to D:<

operation bawp! in secret production >:] due 11/17/09

people are really confusing. and so is the world. there's things on my mind that -cough- SOMEONE

-cough- is just adding to . mother cows. D:< -sigh- hopefully i'll eventually

get through all this thick fog and find the finish line to this asdfjkl; matter. = =

asdfjkl;

2009-09-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

Super califragalistic expialadocous. er. if i can spell.. which i can't.
ahaha. .. so its like 3.. 3:30 am right now.. haa.. = =
I totally like was wiped out when i got home. i fell asleep halfway eating. but i mean okay. thats not that bad. I mean, i went through the whole day without sleeping after pulling an all nighter. (which i have done many times before :X ) so its not that bad.
I'm actually amazed that TV teaches you something. I used something I learned from TV.
Today in English, Hiett asked if anyone knew what a hystorectamy is.. which I didd from watching Dr. Oz :D so cool. ah. but i missed today's episode. ahha. its okay. :O bones and fridge tomorrow!
ahaha. yes i'm a tv freak. ish. haha. i don't watch much videos off youtube anymore. I've stopped. and I want to start using the computer less.
Mandy. heheh. you're so funny. (which if karen was here, she'd say "thats what you always say") but you know what karen? shush. we already had this conversation D:< lmao.
umm. haha. so like i've send.. it 3 am.. and i'm kinda hungry. i should go eat . but then i'ma sleep and that won't work out. - -
:O princess! oh. um. hmm. how cool. the flower is really pretty :] oh but now i kinda feel bad for reading it cause its like i spoiled some of the awesomely amazing adventure book . hopefully its not that bad .. D: aww. thanks dear for worrying about me. hmm. what was i doing on monday. o-o.. oh man. i can't even remember days anymore. gah. its okay. the designer thing isn't that bad. its just. um. yeah .not that bad. :x don't feel guilty. i was kinda asking for it when i put it on my list. ohh. bad cathy - - haha. but w/e its good. hmm.. yeah. i lost what i was going to say.. er was thinking.. yeah. okay i'm not making any sense. i should stop and go to sleep.
lots of stuff to do.. sorta. eh.
[/] production duties.

[ ] tdom stuff :X
[ ] chemistry homework.
[ ] english prep for writing

[ ] thinking.. about thespian.
[ ] food... hungry. D: dammit marley. go to sleep. (marley's my whale blubber :D yeah.. we named him cause we thought he's probably going to stick around for a while..)

[ ] okay. no more listing. more doing... and sleeping D:

omg. kevinsuh . - - life difficult... maker! D:<
thatss all i'm gonna say. he knows what he did.

oh for some track people. we're having (well me and jia) a meeting for fundraising ideas and stuff. jia is thinking about having us do healthy food sell and car washes. so if you have any ideas, or just want to help out. we'll be .. um there o-o 9/21 @ afterschool. (its a short day) umm. yeah. we'll be probably at the benches or what not..

woah. its been a while.

2009-09-14T17:26:00.000-07:00

yes. i'm busy today, so quick post.
life is. eh.
things are bleh.
life is okay. nothing too dramatic.
thank you mr. princess. take all the time you need. it doesn't matter if it never comes or not, its the thought that counts. (although the book would be cool :X ) haha.
grawr. stufff.
glee is pretty cool actually. mm.. Dr. Oz, i watched it by chance today. its actually teaches you stuff. o-o i'm pretty amazed at what you learn from it.
:O Bones and Fridge comes backk yayy!
yes yes people. i'll read your blog sometime.. this week . sorry. i'm sorta busy.

since i know no one actually reads this piece of crap...

2009-08-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

heheheh. so i wanted to write a bunch of random bs in this blog. you know? just for the fun of it. actually not really bs. but just randomness. umm . like the first matter at hand. I would really really really like to learn how to street fight. I think its cool how people can fight and defend themselves. that the kind of person i want to be. I don't care if i get hurt for it or if i get a scar, i mean come on thats pretty cool.
mm. oh i also read people's blog on random occasions like how i stole this picture from someone's blog i read >:] its so cute, i couldn't help stealing it ! awww . :DDD

hmm. i should be working on stuff.. which i will.. in 2 mins :x
lots of work to do. school is a lot more challenging. and things are different.
I don't really connect well with the other girls anymore :[
its like with them.. all they talk about it. guys. music. crap . guys. music. crap. well not crap but you know, nonsense. so i don't really fit in with them.
and then sometimes the guys do it too. games, guy stuff, girls(? no, actually i don't think they talk about this much.) and school. but mostly games and etc. you know? its like. ehmm. i don't really belong here either o-o?

so iono where i belong. so for the time being, i will work on getting rid of this cold (or at least i think its a cold .. even though i don't cough or get the sniffles much.) and school.. well of course other crapadoodle load of sheitaki mushrooms. but yeah. must concentrate on everything but my social life this year. -sigh- its going to be like this for the next year too. Boo!

i know things are hard for everyone and they all have their different reasons, so i don't want to bother anyone with any selffish requests anymore. this cathy is going to change to be a better orange. bleh to the old cathy. hello and good day to the new and improved orange. or at least i hope so. this must start with me not using the computer as much. and me not doing things as much as i would like. sure i'm still going to do the study group because i work more there than i do at home anyways.

schedule and moree ;D

2009-08-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

Schedule:

1. eng 10 honors

2. inter theatre

3. am govt AP

4. chemistry

5. pre calc/trig

6. spanish 2

7. cross country

umm. i think my schedule might change. i want to drop cross country.. but iono yet. -sigh- my friends are trying to make me stay. but gah. i don't think i can take it D:<> <

other happenings. umm. celebrated henry's birthday late. they like asked me to go to the movies with them a hour before they planned to go.. which was like stupid - - so i couldn't. but thats okay. next time. !@#$!@# about school and classes and crap. -sigh- w/e i should sleep it off.

wishing summer was longer..

i'ma visit justine nicole cabanilla on sundayy :] can't waitt!

i've been really tired. maybe its cause i always stay up late. but yeah. its like D:< -snore- ahaha.. yeah life is just wonderful - -

Short and Sweet

2009-08-12T17:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th wifey :]
I'm not going to write much, cause I'm going to have to write a bunch later. which at the moment, i don't feel like doing.
So this super adorable ham freaking toro right here is currently married to ME and James. ahaha.
Not literally. its a joke , a joke. Unfortunately, I couldn't make it today to his birthday. But. Thats okay. Because I already told him I was going to be one day late. blah blah blah. sorry. i'm not really in the birthday/celebrating mood. BUT. thats okay. Because I love this cute adorable hamster, and I will freaking celebrate tomo like there's er.. no today :]
gah. i just got news that we're having some problems. hopefully i can get everything sorted out. - -

in some trouble.

2009-08-12T15:21:00.000-07:00

so.. i spraypainted my locker. and since my locker is like sorta out in the open. i got in trouble.
yay..
its not that bad. its just a 20 dollar fine to repaint. guh. but i just don't want to pay someone to repaint it crapply some other color i don't even like. so .. i'm going to take my time with this fine. probably like.. in may or something, i'll pay it off. but you know. w/e i don't personally care at this point. just angry that i have to pay.
mm. link crew is pretty fun. uh.. stuff. iono. bleh.

bleh :\

2009-07-24T21:09:00.000-07:00

oh poopie. I was suppose to be camping this weekend. but i ended up not going because there was "no ride/no room left" even though there was, err.. i just couldn't get there cause my friend notified me when they were about to leave. -cough james cough- ahaha. thanks anyways james and henry. I hope you guys had mucho fun. Even if its without me and we didn't have that asian brokeback moutain threesome you were all hoping for. ahaha. Its okay. I'm alright with it ... er ish. ahaha. mm. So how has life been? Iono, confusing. . sore :\
ahaha.
mm.. practice has been fun. I think I might actually join, but if I do, I have to talk to my teacher. bleh. its okay. it might be worth it. haha. with our adventures :D Love you guys mucho even though you guys are probably like. "yes no orange"atm. lawl. or err. . if you guys ever read this, it'd probably like this.. "eww.. (you fag.) " err.. or "... okay. no thanks" but yeah. something like that. so mean! ; ; but yesh. bleh. mucho love. err. i'm tired. I miss themm D': I got left behindd. bleh. think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts. blehh. P:

A little message to my adventuring buddies:
Hey there guys! :) Miss me? psh. of course not, right? Having fun without me of course. haha. mm. how's the adventuring going? whats it like to go camping? haha. No brokeback mountain threesome for us this weekend (no homo much?) ;O ahaha. uwah. I miss you guys. home is boring.. but i'll survive and come pick you all up on sunday? ahaha. maybe. but then you guys would yell at me. (err.. at least james and henry would) :O We don't have a nickname for james, well jimmy is sort of a nickname, but it doesn't count at the same time. mm.. stay safe and come back the same as you left off if not better. I want to hear stories when you guys get back :) lots , got it? so don't die ... er or do something stupid/bad. I can't wait for you guys to come back. But then again, i want you guys to have fun, so go do your thing and have some fun. I'll be here when you come back. and on monday.. ohoho ;D
err. at least i hope "ohoho. ;D" . :O NELSON. COME JOIN US. oh && whoever wants to come join in, go for it P:

heh. i like that face. P:<>

lots of love, your adventuring buddy,
orange with whale blubber. ;D

OH!

&& to the princess travelling:
sorry the one day didn't turn out ..err. eh. words and brain aren't working. err.. both ways. I hope you have fun on your own adventure. I'll see you when you get back. Bring stories without the diseases and err all that bad stuff. Be good and stay out of trouble. err.. no more pictures of feet please :P (haha. that was a good picture though) Have fun, stay safe, && be good. We'll miss you, so come back soon.
-o.mom &&... er the fambam? :)

Ermm.. so how have I been? Tired. and. Sore.
gah. a bit sadden about not getting to go camp. but you know. :\ nothing I can do about it. besides, why frown , when you can turn it upside down :)
A couple of things happened lately.
I got lost during practice. haha. but then again.. thats normal, I always get lost.
Like that one time I got lost in the bathroom at Knotts & in the movie theatre. I couldn't find the way out ; ;
mm... what else. Oh!
So on thursday, I went to the doctor for a physical. And the.. well long story short, I ended up getting:
-a physical
-some meds.. haha. i mean vitamins :P
-a shot (the one for rust and stuff so my arm is sore)
-blood tests (same arm - -)
-x-rays
err.. i'll find out my results next week if anythings up.
yay for the doctors. - -
ahaha. I noticed that each time I go to the doctor, i usually end up doing some sort of test. ahaha. bundles of joy.

mm... plans? none really. just eh. my brain is like disoreinted right now.
We could plan something if you want. on a day .. er iono. something like the movie night again, but err.. iono its up to you guys. My place is small and its a mess, but crash right in, and hopefully enjoy :)

L o v e Life.. is none so :D yay! get clean out of likes and loves and kisses and huggs and -shudders- bad memories. ahaha. mmm. Some people really need to get a girlfriend though. (-cough- get a life! )

ahaha. I can't believe I've been playing flash games. -sigh- the influence ! D:<>:X mm.. oh no! birthdays coming up. Must go birthday present hunting this weekend. hopefully i can get something for them that they like :\ uwah.
:O this summer break has been really short. in less than a month school starts again. bleh. i hate school D:
usually i'd be all ready for school because the long break makes you lazy and stuff.. but i don't think i've gotten much time to really relax. gah. oh well, there goes my fun. ahaha. Hmm... I really should get a job. I'll probably go job hunting during winter break. iono . Someone should join me :] I want to get my liecence soon, but i guess its not going to come this summer, cause my parents only let my brother take driving school. so bull. eh. its late. I should probably head in. I have more to say but eh. I'll update it later. I'm not going anywhere this weekend.

post from the dead more or less

2009-07-17T22:07:00.000-07:00

haha. its been like forever +1 since i updated this silly thing. err. lets see.
how has my life from beyond the dead been so far?
its been okay.
New phone since like. a couple weeks ago.. so its not really new anymore.
err. fun adventures still.
summer school ended. so iono how we're going to work things out.
mm.. we went on a beach run.
very fun. tiring but fun.
we all got sun burned. ahaha. henry got burned the worse and like.. he's peelings looks like a scar on his forhead. kinda like harry potter.. but sideways and longer. its funny.
err. poor james got sick D: all my fault. i made him come swim with us. boo.
but he's getting better.
camping trip with the team next fridayy :] woo so excited.

oh and speaking of harry potter. we might go to the movies too :]
mm. can't wait. i haven't been to the movie theatre since i went with justine to watch harry potter 5: waste of my time. - - ahaha.

mmm.. what else. well. er. we're planning something for someone's near something (well i'm planning 2ish. but you know the girl isn't who i'm talking about. Even though she's just as important if not even more) SO. yeah. if you're planning to split. like. e-mail me or something.
err.. i'm not saying who's what it is. so if you like contact me : (cathyytrann@yahoo.com) i'll tell you. unless. you're not apart of it.. or something something. errr. no. haha

mm.. still need to find that one day for a certain princess that i haven't talked to in forever. but starting next week i probably will. mm. i'm free.. monday, wednesday, sunday(?) well after practice of course (for monday and wednesday) . so.. pick a date. or if not. you can create an adventure book of your trip to asia. and show me when you get back.. and we'll pick a day then.

Mmm.. i've been thinking a lot.. of really err.. weird? and like well. not so great and a bit stressful things. :X my dreams aren't helping either. i get like these freakishly weird dream that i peresonally think are really cool, but i can't ever remember them. but yeah. ummm. so stressers from some stuff oh yes and theatre. work.. er questions about applying. hmm... and some not so happy stress stuff. gah.

mm.. SAT classes are so boring.. Frank (the good funny writing teacher) turned out to only be a sub. so boo. :\ err. i should do the homework about now. alrighty.
mm. I'll post more later. cuz i need to do that homework, finish not too late and attend practice tomo.

A super special post for a super special hamster! ;D

2009-07-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

hello mr. incrediblly adorablely absolutely stupendous wonderfully outragegous supercalifragalistic expaladocous superb to-the-extreme-that-i'm-going-to-make-this-a-very-long-word with a apple-strawberry-cherry-orange-grape-err..- fruit- on- top && mr. awesomely extraordinary nonboogerish cool supah mighty fine err.. (orange is realizing how little her mental dictionary is) extremely smart and cutely weird with his own perks and everything that makes hamster ... a hamster. of course not just any marvolous hamster.. no this is hamtoro we're talking about. mr. majesticlly hamster-tummy full of goodness and if-you've-actually-been-reading-this-really-long-IM-you'll-realize-orange-is-just-sticking-a-lot-of-words-together-in-attempt-to-reach-her-goal-of-a-IM-filled-with-too-many-spectacular-henry-hamster-full-words-and-deffinitions-of-this-furry-hairball. this wheel running, ball crawling, food chewing, lovelyful prettiful, gorugous hamster friend/adventuring rodent with cousins of gerbils, guinea pigs, actual hamsters (not saying anything) but just so you know :P our gangster, crime brusting (yes, not busting. just because a hamster is now not running in circles, doesn't mean his slate is wiped clean) ham freaking toro is profoundly loved and tendered [ou sounds like food. (oh shame on you whale blubber thinking about food again)] admirable, captivating, enchanting (actually no, thats too much), fascinating, delightful, beloved and cherished, dearest, appreciated, treasured (if you noticed, orange started cheating a while back, by looking up words in a thesaurus.. ouu shame on orange. but thats okay. just for mr. hamster, cuz he (force once) decided to listen (without any questions ask) (which orange is like SO proud of) .. aww . orange is so proud of her baby hamster! ahaha. how cuteee. awww (: oh dear. getting off topic again. err. but yesh. don't get any funny ideas mister. hmm. did i reach the limit yet?... i wonder. brb. i'm going to check. oh wait. it won't matter since, i'm not sending this till you get back. oh no. i'm not done yet. okay. lets keep going. oh no! you're back already. okay i guess that means i should send this already.. oh but i think i should prolong it a bit more just to make you go :O orange! ohohoho. can't wait to see the look on your face. (: oh wait. . danggit i can't . i'm not there. but you know what. i'm going to keep typing anyways.(but since it really was over. i decided to split this in two instead of going on) yes yes i know your finished. but i'm not so i'm going to keep going for just a little while more. err. i should put some bad things in the middle and then finish with good stuff. err. i should save this for your birthday so i won't put all the good stuff up here. hmm.. i'm in a good mood today.. dono why. but yesh. anyways. oh maybe its was the food. food was good today. oh! but yeah. anyways. some bad things about henry... err..... hmm..... :O i got it. okay. at first you would think. oh jeez what a jerk. but the longer you hang with him the more that you see how its just his way of getting to know people. and oh wow. i went blind there for a minute. yeah that pause was me trying to see again. ouu bad eyes. okay. going on. err. yeah. umm and you realize that its not so bad. but when you don't know him it kinda is. and you realize that he's really cool. but as i said before. when you don't know him, you'd think he's a jerk. like i said. but i'm going to keep it for now. well i should finish with some good stuff. must be proud of me. aren't you? :] big smiles big boy. ahaha. err. henry is a sweetie (insert here that one word that means overly sweet but i forgot what it was) cheeks :] he has his ups and his downs. but we're saving that all for his birthday. like i said. hmm. oh yeah bad things. ! mm.. actually no. scratch that. i'll just do it some other time. maybe on his birthday. mr. soon to be 16! D: my baby's growing up. so sadd. ; ; tears of a old dino. how gross huh? ohoho. oh . or like how those really weird old ladies laugh. ufufufu ;D ahaha. sounds so pedo. but its not. cause you're offically older. and yeah. err. okay good things.. wrapping up. he's a great guy. some people might not know it, but thats cause they've got to crack the hard shell on this walnut( or w/e nut you like) umm.. yeah. blah blah blah. more good stuff about mr. roadrunner here. yada yada yada. goess onnnn.. . lets keep prolonging this message. oh boy. i think i'd piss him off this way in making him read. but on his birthday :o .... ;X well you can just wait and see. ufufufu. lol. sounds weird. i think i'll stick to ohohoho. but yes. good down to earth guy. err. lots of love for this "chubby cheeks" umm.. yeah. i'ma end it here. boo! you interupted so many times. but gah. i imed 2 tiny ones. i was going to make it like extra long. but i got tired of trying to edit to all fit. so you know what? i'ma go on! this is the best adventuring buddy ever. he tolerates(-ish) my random weirdness and fits of .. joy? ahaha. so weird. err.. and yeah. okay. i'm tired. i'll stop here. lots of loveeee and happy joy and yes i'm just trying to make this long to make you read. ohohoo >:] so evil. gah. but you're going to hurt me tomo aren't you. i can't believe i actually spent my time typing all this stuff. GAH. STOP INTERUPTING. askdhfakshf . -sigh- hamster!! D:< okay. there. blah blah blah. ALRIGHT. I STOP HERE. CATHY IS TIRED D:<

umm. yeah. you can't really tell. but i did this on aim. gosh. what a waste.. i mean wonderous adventure for an hour of exploring the keyboard with my typing fingers. - - haha. but yesh. mr. henry shih hamtoro (yes not hamtaro.. cuz ham and taro.. err.. no thanks) is a super good and nice guy. I hope for all of you guys to one day meet him. but yeah. the reason i posted this. is because.. this is an accoplishment for me. ahhaha. yes spending an hour of semi-distracted time typing about a hamster. - - aren't i the weirdest? its okay. don't hurt me D: lawl. he's probably already going to do that when i see him at practice tomo. for making him read for 6 mins straight. i would know because i read it too.

hmm. quick post.

2009-06-19T23:45:00.001-07:00

hello there. -thats what thomas says :P-

umm. i'ma make a quick post and then go off to bed.

this week has been tiring.

I've been waking up at like 5ish to go run @ 6:30.

I'm working on getting more mileage and staying in condition.

Health is a bore. But @ least on friday we get to watch a movie.

So like this whole week I've been having nothing to do for 2 hours.

So me and henry shih have these 2 hours adventures.. to nowhere.

A lot of the time I think its because I'm so tired and oxygen deprived after we run that a lot of the stupid things we do are fun and stuff.

like on our first day we venture to albertsons. and they discovered i was lope-sided. so they kept trying to push me into the street. but yeah. it was fun.

ummm. on our second day i didn't want to go far.

it was funny. this is how we talked

c: lets go on an adventure!

h: where do you wanna go?

c: i'm tired.

h: - -x

oh &&

c: lets go on an adventure!

h:where do you wanna go?

c: i don't want to walk...

c:(sways back and forth) so we're walking and we're walking.

h: only you would walk like that.

c: D:<

(its cause i'm lope-sided)

:O oh and luna! how rude. he was like: "cathy! do you wanna go on an adventure?"

me: "yeah! :D"

him: "sit on the high chair."

me: -sits- "okay! now what?"

him: "you've never seen things from that height before."

D:<

got me excited for nothing.

but yeah. not so important. ^^^ iono why i kept going on about it.

Hmm. other than that.

SAT classes! I have them with angelina! :D but still . its boo cuz its class.

but yay for lunch! but boo for class. ahaha.

I finally got paid back. Thanks grace han (c/o o'12)

Nikki! I'm writing. it's getting there :\

OH. i'ma get a neww phone. i wanted the pretty one. but its expensive. so i'ma get an ugly one. but hey guess what? I get to text soon! :DD so excited. only 250. but still. texting!

oh. yesh. everyone, we need to go on our adventures people ;D

oh my. how busy am I..

2009-06-12T23:29:00.000-07:00

Yay! Its finally summer break!
Wahh. before I knew it, my summer has been filled and ouppied. boo.
This is final last free saturday of the summer. And i'm spending it wastefuly.

This summer, i amm..

-going to summer school (mon.-fri. 10-12pm)

-going to SAT classes (friday 2-5:30 or earlier. and saturday 9-3)

-going to driving school (july something. for a couple hours)

-taking xcountry summer practice (mon.-fri. 5 pm-?)

-still doing piano (todos las dias.)

-teaching piano. (maybe.)

-theatre officer? (iono. apparently they want me to run, but there's like a longg processes. gah. :\)

My cousins have been trying to convince me to go to AX (anime expo) with them. But i don't think I will. too expensive. (keeping in mind that its my year for x-mas presents, and i still need to get gifts for my friends. this year, only close friends.)

Hmm. I should go to ACI next year, at least its close to someone who would visit. :\

I've got a 30 min break from 1:00-1:30 on saturdays @ Elite.

Someone save mee. D:

I'd expire by the first 5 mins of that class. I'm so serious.

Ahh. Cross your fingers. I might get a new phone with texting :D
I know I've been saying this since November.. but hey! I've been waiting since November.

But other than that. I think I'm pretty free :\
Lets hang out, yeah? I'ma need a break or two from all of that stuff ^^^

Most Important!

2009-06-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

eHAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY! :D e

Today is someone's superspecial awesome day.
Mandy. a girl i met wayy back in Rincon. She's one-of-a-kind with stalkers a plenty. a girl who fears finger pointing and me running into her. ahha. She is now @ the big 1-5, and nothing's going to stop her. loveable, hugable, sweetheart. I remember her and her LONG hair. which she cut. but not that much. and how i used to love to (and still do) hug her and play with her hair. ohoho. yesh, i have a fetish for her long hair. when she cuts it short, she's going to give me a stalk of her hair. its like a silky smooth pet in your hands.. ohoho. once you start, you just can't stop. we were going to cut our hair together. -cough cough- but someone took too long in deciding. D:< ahaha. she's a very smart and very talented young lady. She probably will join volleyball. Yay for sport teams! she's the greatest friend anyone can ask for. She remembers amazing things about people. (like the names of nikki's stuff animals. which is really weird) and she has a loving penpal in hong kong. (yes, i was paying attention!) she's a girl that everyone loves to hang out with. (ahaha, so popular. :P) and she loves all her friends. She loves the color purple (look, its all in purple! haha. ) and loves adorable cute things such as that panda paper origami. She's someone you can't bring yourself to hate. (not that i've tried.) she has this cutest face everytime you go visit her, or surprise her. ahaha xDD its so adorable, i should take a picture of it and sell it to the world, its so cute. Its looks like a child getting what they always wanted for christmas. That face is like one of the only reasons, i go visit her class.
She's a great poet and an amazing writer. She is an art student, who (for the most part) can actually draw. She has this cute laugh and smile. People think that she's always blushing, but thats how she is. She's red naturally. But its cute. It makes her always look happy and supah smiliey. She tries not to forget holidays and special days and events. She has the most loveliest student planner ever. you look at it, and it doesn't even look like a student planner. its so colorful and neat and oragnized! Mandy is this really cute, model like, supah TALL girl. ohoho. no, she's actually short and cute, but she has a really BIG heart. she's not bias or judgemental. She accepts most people. If she doesn't, its cause, you probably have issues. She has this amazing voice and can really really sing well. (for some of you that know me, unless you can sing, i usually don't like people singing. like those locker room people. guh. how annoying.) she doesn't show off and she always listens to others. She's not one to get into a fight, because she's so slick, she could convince you your wrong before you even notice it (yeah, she picks on me D: ) (*ahem* i don't fit in.) She's very innocent, coming from an not so innocent school. But its not like she doesn't know what you're saying.She usually doesn't want to know those dirty things. (keep her mind clear people!) She's cute and funny (and if you don't agree, its because you haven't really seen her.) OH and she can be a big bully. D': picks on me just cause i'm stupid. psh. ahaha. She's very considerate and makes these super cool note things for the holidays or for people's birthdays that I love to read out loud to her. (her reactions are so cute. ohoho >:]) She like any other girls, hates gross things and other stuff. She really considerate and never conceited. She loves to take care of her friends. and to watch good movies (even if her friends tell her to wait.-cough cough-) She loves to read good books and isn't one to get into those popular things just cause they're popular. For example. the twilight series. omgosh. it took us (me and jerah) so long to convince her to read it. She is a person worth getting to know. There is so much more to say about her that if I continue, I'd run out of time and room. We're going to stop here for now. But there'll be more for years to come. :]

eHAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MANDY!e

gahh. so tired today.

2009-06-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

Gah. first day of finals. I hate finals, it's always a drainer taking tests.
What sucks? I'ma be testing this whole week.

1st period: history- finals tomo.
2nd period: english.- it was okay. not that bad
3rd period: math.- final thursday. must study! D:<
4th period: art- finals tomo.
5th period: spanish.- writing part today. forgot some words, um. rest thursday.

6th period: bio- gah. tomo. need to make cheat sheet.

7th period: track. 2 hours of swimming. yay.. - -

Friday! gah. I have to take a placement test for SAT classes. dammit. 3 hours wasted. then I have to talk to their counselor.

This week list to do:

-finals. all subjects

-talk to ms. waters.

-plan things

-sat class register.

-placement test.

-counselor talk.

-sports?

-xcountry practice time check.

-peeps birthdays.

-theatre officer pos. thing. iono.

agah.

ahh. today. i kept falling asleep in my classes while taking finals

i even slept a bit after our 2 hours of swimming.

and when i got home. i slept to 7 (i only woke up cuz i had to go to piano. guh. piano - -)

Nikki! I found some iffy sationary paper. I write asap! :)

Kevin&& whoever I said I'd teach. check with me sometime between this week and next. I'll fit you guys into my schedule.

Summer= moretimeforpeeps. newphone (crossyourfingers!). drivingschool. summerschool. moresleep. time.
excited much?
lets bounce some time ;D

Hey hey Peeps :]

2009-06-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

Umm. how is cathy's unbearable life going?
The as usual.
I missed out on the Key Club Banquet for stupid finals. Gah. I hate finals! D:<
danggit. I wanted to see Angie and join in the water balloon fight.

Um. mr. new has not texted me because I refused to respond since he sent so many wasteful texts that someone -cough- my brother -cough- open! D:< Wasting my money, punk.

Yes Nikki, I did call him. (Btw, did i ever send you a letter yet, or is it still my turn to send?)
He didn't pick up though. gah. thats okay. not a phone chit-chaty person anyways.

Umm.. lets see

I have been super busy with all my crap at es cuela. Ah. eff eschuela.

Finals are a pain in the butt. :\

Umm. . other updates.
iono. gah. i'm really busy right now and confussed about a whole bunch of stuff.

I'll have time during the summer to unwind and see people.
I'll be doing morning practice with the xcountry team most likely.
Oh and I think I'ma go to that driving school.

I think I'll be teaching a couple of friends to piano.
and I'll have more time for piano over the next year.

Aww. I miss the seniors already :\

Any plans people? Or should I make them again?

New guy.. more like new guh. D:<

2009-06-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

He's texting.
And he didn't stoppp. noo ;_;
this is going to cost me quite a bit.
+ i'm broke so. D:<

kurt's birthday... I still have nothing. :\
I don't want to go empty-handed though.

Theatre.. gah.

need to study for finals.

If I only miss 2 on the Final (for math) I can get a C-
:DD
That's like impossible, but i'ma still try. I need that C !

I need to study for all my finals actually.

new guy.

2009-06-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

Today was very interesting.
So I was walking home like I usually do, and while I was walking I saw a guy near the park area.
I was causally walking when he called my attention for a couple of questions and to borrow my phone to call for a ride. And well. He kinda told me his name indirectly. And somehow I got his number. weird. Haha. He texted me to say thanks, but I feel bad cuz I can't text back. So he might be thinking... oh that girl might think I'm a creepy stalker. Gah. oh well. I'll ask someone who has unlimited messaging to pass him a message.
If someone does (one person only please): Can you please send him this message?

"Haha, hey mr.koreanguy :] You're welcome. I felt bad that I didn't text you. Just a little heads up.. Umm.. I can't text yet.. , so I'm using my friend's phone to text. Don't text them back please. But yeah, don't worry about it. Anytime."

I'll give whoever's texting the number later, cuz i don't have it on me.

I'm running for office in the theatre department.. yay. :\
(it was more like forced onto me, but thats okay._.)

You. Me. Saturday night. Movies. ;D

2009-05-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

Haha. Saturday was Great. Thanks to everyone that came, lets do it again sometime :]

Lily: Haha. Thanks for the lame popsicles (lawl), and for the all the help in prep for this party/get together.

David: Thanks for bring the games and the piano playing. It made the day go on so much faster. && for taking care of lily for me.

Ellen: You were early! Haha. or at least on time. We'll definitely do this again, and much more. Next time I'll play for you.. Maybe ;D

J. Liu: You were early too! haha. thanks for the wonderous piano playing and the wonderous singing. You'll always be my little sterio.
Henry: Thanks for bringing the only actual food like everyone was suppose too :P
Thanks for also walking with me to Albertson's, even if you really didn't have too. It was sweet of you.

Nelson: Thanks for bringing the actual only food. haha. It was fun playing cards. Even if I still don't get it.

Delia: Hahah. Thanks for coming on such late notice! Too bad you couldn't stay longer. :\

Thomas: Thanks for coming and bringing your wondrous musical-ness with you. It brightened up the party. (Even if you play at the wrong times) Thanks for walking with me to Albertson's as well. You didn't need to, but it was sweet of you. It was fun, even with all those incredibly weird and lame things you do that make you 100% lovable.

Thanks for everyone who tried to come but couldn't make it. And sorry to that I couldn't invite. No room. D: ask them, its small. Next time :] Lets choose some better movies next time, and lets do some other things. It was fun regardless.

The ones after will only be better. Promise ;D

out of the blue

2009-05-24T23:25:00.000-07:00

Since I know no one really reads this blog anymore. I’ma just put this out there in the blue. Today I walked/ran to the video store @ 10 something at night. Its not that big of a deal, I’m not posting this for whoever happens to read this to go :O! Cathy irresponsible! And all that fun stuff. No, actually I wrote this because today, I was really kinda scared. I mean, sure I’ve walk alone in the dark before, and sure it’s scary. Walking home is scary and lonely when I’m alone. But Today was really something. It was a different kind of scary. At first it was like.. okay. Its dark and cold, a bit creepy, but I’m strong I’ll survive. But on my way back the lights were all off and iono, I just ran all the way home. And you know what I noticed? When you’re scared or angry, or just blinded by emotions, you don’t feel pain or think rationally. This all could’ve been avoided with so many opportunities, but you know what? I just needed to cool down a bit. I’m glad I did take that midnight walk. It helped me in a bit.

A whole mess.

2009-05-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

Current Status: Very very busy.
Current mind: disorangized.
Current happenings: LOADS. so many banquets. need to save up and all that fun stuff. :\
Helping with planning and stuff. lots of work.
homeworking loads. new projects (but I actually like the country I'm doing.)
Tired. Beyond tired. Need to catch up in math + spanish. && need to visit

counselor. Trying to be more independent. Very very busy. incredibly busy. weird/distrubing dreams? (not really. but yeah. lostful. )

Current needs: Catching up with school and peeps. banquet D: need to save up and stuff
Notes to self: Banquets, Thank yous.. , coaches, extras, math, movie, spanish, counselor, clean, serious streak, catch up && stuff.
gah. a bit stressed. but i think i got it under control. i hope :\

A dash of sugar and a bucket of salt.

2009-05-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

Bombay and ahoy bloggers.
how was our merry nights?
ugh . goodness me, sore and drentched out are thee.

Movie night at Jerah's was wonderous (just in case i forgot to post about this last blogger's evening)
Slumdog Millionare is a good movie. Worth the watch.

Touched a birdie, ouu rabbies and dieseaes how fun.

Fun in the sun, splish splashing joy. We pooled (no not with balls and sticks (ou how dirty sounding) ) friday afternoon. and had a great time in general.

What have I been doing my last two weeks? CLEANING. home underconstruction crap. helping with spring cleaning. still have loads to do. gosh. tired.

I have this heartache. (ahahaa.. not the same one you're thinking of) its like physically painful. outoftheblue. sharp pain stabbing chest and through. very uncomfortable. no its not. aww he doesn't love me, aww he broke my heart crap. no its like ow. wtf? constant little jitters of joys you can call it. ahaa.. not funny. totally serious. its okay, like i'm rolling on the floor: "OMFG, this hurts like.. " well you get the point. its just ow ow... how annoyning D:<

School sucks, always has and always will be.
I'm going to start pretending I am in college and live with roomates at home.
Like I'll try to cook and clean and homework-atize all the same in a day. and train myself.

maybe this way, i'll survive in college. iono, its a good start.
I'll still call for a ride and stuff. I'll just try to be more independent.

New Happenings

2009-05-10T18:49:00.000-07:00

Hmm. There's been a lot of new things happening lately around my house and my life.
Our house got repainted. Not that pretty, but thats okay.
I got a haircut. I look different.
Movie night on Friday was really fun and cool :]
A birdie flew into the house, and I got to pet it.

Mother's Day: I helped clean and got mommy a present.
Cleaned up bottomless pithole of hell (patio)
Cleaning up house.
Working on homework + piano.
Need to be thought math and stuff.

Need to study.
Track Season is pretty much over. Boo D:
Banquets are coming up.
I'ma help with the track bandquet && I'm letting lily and ellen dress me up for banquet. (its up to them if the do it or not)
Other stuff.. hm. getting money back and getting ready for 5/23 :]

Can't wait for summer and pool.

Good and Bad

2009-04-30T21:31:00.000-07:00

Our team lost in all 3 levels. Wow, we were swept pretty bad. That sucks. I did pretty good though. I finally made it into the pit for 3x. A new PR. :] My long jumps were off. Even thought they were off, I was able to bring my average up. Its now safe to say that my average went up to at least 11 feet. It sucks that seasons over, but for the rest of the school year, its gonna be pretty fun :] I don't really think we'll have practice anymore. But we get to do a lot of other fun stuff. I want to make the most of this year. I'll miss the senior class.
:o I met mushmush's cousin today. Hm. Its not what I expected? But I wasn't really expecting anything. His name is nelson, just like nemo :] How cool. Well it was fun, even though I felt like crap throughout the meet. I think I felt crappier @ westco, so its not that bad.
Still need to return money & get reimbursed. Need to catch up on school. Working hard.

Hey Everyone!

2009-04-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

Come Support Rowland Track Team @ the Home League Meet for the League Title.

Thursday, 4/30,

starting @ 3:15 til 6:00 (may be extended)

Entry is Free :DD
@ the Stadium.
Help us intimidate Walnut High school for a 3x League Champion.

Please Spread the News and invite all your friendss :)

We need your help.

COMEDY SPORTZ

2009-04-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

[ COMEDY SPORTZ :D ]

come watch this friday, May 1st, at 6:30- 8:00 (?)

@the Hideout. Teacher's Match.

presale $7. At the door $8.

Its worth your money ;D

Hey Bloggers :]

2009-04-28T20:49:00.001-07:00

Hey my readers who I haven't wrote to in forever+1. How have you all been? I've been doing okay. Not any better in school, but I'm getting there in track and other stuff.

If some of you have heard (or overheard), I'm having a movie night @ my place on 5/23. Bring comfy clothes (optional). Bring some money and food. Money is for snack/dvd. (we'll all chip in). And food is kinda like a potluck style thing. (by request) Unless you don't want to bring food thats fine, just bring money for food then. If there's any games or stuff you want to bring, go ahead. My house is a game deprived home, so it would be cool if you could. Have any movies you want to watch or games you want to play? Write it down and bring it with you. We're going to the video store :] I'll provide the ride.
Only people invited can come.
(If you need-to/want-to bring an extra person, same rules ^ just tell me ahead of time.)

(Sorry, I wish I could invite more but there's too many people. Can't fit in my tiny ghetto house. I'll invite the uninvited next time.)

RSVP(at latest: 3 days prior to event) if your coming, so I can get a head count.

I'll update you all later with a map, time and stuff

[Note to readers this is the track people one]

To my groupio: Um. We are still on for 5/8 movie night @ jerah's.
Time and other details will be later determined :]

So in conclusion, I'm very busy but I've got some time to bounce.
School life is still the same, not doing well but w/e. I'm trying to work harder.
I've started to practice more on piano. I should teach Kevin. hm. I'll work something out.
I haven't told you guys.. I think. But right now, in track, Jia, Luna, and I have been trying to come up with some way to fundraise for polevault. I go to his classroom during 4th period. Yay :] So much funner than art. bleh.

Nikki! D: I can't top your letter! thats cheating! you used a stationary kitt. It took me forever to open the sticker-ed side without ripping it. gah. you and your pretty letters. I'll be writing back a.s.a.p.

Legs are in pain and feet have blisters. But things are good. Track season is almost over. Last League Meet. Go Rowland :D

uwah.

2009-04-28T00:58:00.000-07:00

I'm just tired.

Not in the talking mood.

Start a convo, or ignore me.

Its all up to you.

I don't care.

I doesn't matter to me.

Do w/e you think is best.

It probably is anyways.

2009-04-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

Some shout outs to some peeps:

Hey Elaine! Reallycool Blog, but iono how to navigate through it. :o Question: The love note one. The guy in the far right corner. Is that Yamapi? :oo As in the Japanese actor Yamapi

Spr.Break

2009-04-17T16:08:00.000-07:00

Spring Break is almost over. :\
There still a lot of things I want to and need to do. I really don't want to go back to school, but its the only way I'll see my friends.
This break was the best break yet. Although it might start and end bad, the middle was the best.
Having track practice was like an excuse to see friends during the break.
My stay at my sister's place has been really fun and full of adventure, but every adventure has its ending. I hope we can all plan to hang out again during the summer.
I need to study, and just get my game back. But I really am tired right now. and guh. yea. School sucks.
I'ma keep this post short. Good break, okayday. badmemories.

Update! + Song suggestions.

2009-04-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

Life is like a box of chocolate. And love is like a fat hungry child.

I was gonna put god. but people might have taken it the wrong way.
Hm.
Right now. I'm tired.
Stupid Gavin man.. For art we were doing this competition thing and it was suppose to be due today. So my whole group worked really hard for 3 days only to find we get break to do it. Pissed us off. But then the other group saw ours. So now we have to add more and make it better. - -
gosh. I'm tired.

If you can tell, I've learned of a new artist (well not really new, but new to me): Lily Allen.
I love her songs. :]

I've got the hiccups, its cold, and i'm sore/tired. :[
Not so good. uwah.

Springs Break Man!
I sorta have plans, but if you wanna do something with me hit me up or just leave a little message. ;]

Plans:
Saturady: Golf w/karen and them? (iono. I don't think I have enough money. need to check) (nvm... packing the whole day)

Sunday: ugh. normal sunday. piano. crap. relax/catch up. (packing whole day - -)
Monday: Packing. piano. Maybe ice skating with Lily. She'll tell me more about this.. haha. Elaine's place(? need to check)

Tuesday: Elaine's place. Track. art crap(?)

Wednesday: same
Thursday: same.
Friday: relax/catch up.
Saturday: visit justine? (maybe saturday or sunday.)
Sunday: get ready for school D:

I can't believe there is people in high school that don't know what it means to be rick rolled. haha. woww.

okay.. so I'm suppose to choose a piece of music that is "Apporpite" to learn to improvise with in piano class. And of course the songs by lily allen is probably not such a good choice. So I'll leave it to you guys to suggest things (write them in the comment boxsu). ;]
Thanks guyss. so awesome. Love you all! <33

the tree gave me a paper cut.

2009-04-05T16:36:00.000-07:00

today. we went to rose hill for the yearly thingy.
and..
the tree gave me a paper cut.

haha. umm. I am a happy sunday child with a happy sunday meal.

hm. I'm kinda concerned with my family's financial state.
iono.

Reasons:
-no more overtime (less income)
-one person working
-gov' says it gave old people too much money (but its wrong)
-piano (expensive)
-home repair (expensive)
-cell phone (expensive)
-track (expensive)
-food (expensive)
-money for kids to use sometimes (accumulating)
-car (expensive and breaking down)
-ect. (a lot of little things)

:\
I wish I could do more

2009-03-28T19:10:00.000-07:00

Hello readers :]
I am once again here to make another post.
Ugh. How have I've been doing so far? Life is "a booger of all colors".
haha. I'm kidding. Umm. Its been okay I guess.
Thursday track meet was SUPER for me :] Double PR (personal records)
Although I've gotten a lot of injuries, I'm happy.
I get to get off the hurdles in exchange for a snicker bar ^^
I really like track and theatre.
I've been trying to get out of art. Maybe I should join theatre. I'm going to try to get Mrs. De Leon to get me into intermediate theatre instead of beginning.
I kinda want to go to Power106 game. But iono. maybe. I'll think about it.
I'm kinda broke right now. lol.
I got one more week till I know of my results for the CM.
Lol. Yesterday, I lost a baby tooth. Yes I still have some baby teeth. ;]

Love... isn't what I expected from a long while back. Its so empty right now. haa..
Somethings are so.. eh. But I'm not depressed from it. I kinda want to get myself focus and rid of all distractions.

Its been such a long time since I walked home. When I did this friday.. I realized that loneliness feeling again. What an icky feeling. :[ It'll go away. I just have to wait it out.

relieved, if only for a minute more.

2009-03-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

I'm finally done with some of my crap load that was holding me down.
Today is going to be the longest time before my next stressful day (next year).
CM is over :] I get my results in 2 weeks. I know I'm going to pass, but iono if I'm going to get honors. I really hope I do get honors.

I've been trying to get better in track and trying to get into high jump. I still don't know how to do it though. I really really really want to be in high jump. Its so much fun and the line goes so much faster just because there's less people in it. But I don't think they have a lot of practices.

School. Math. Homework. BLEH. oh well. w/e I'm trying to keep up in school. Like Mandy says, I think track makes me really tired (but then again I always fell asleep watching those videos) I try not to, but it just happens. But you know, w/e.

Ughh.. Love life.. I don't like anyone. Ugh. I hope no one likes me. Guh. The pain of carrying that burden. I don't mean its wrong to love. Its hard to tell people to lay off. But I'm pretty blunt so if it does come to be a bit.. ughh. I'll just be blunt and say lay off dude. Hmm.. I'm pretty sure I have no interest in any guys right now. No one's in the possible interests. Love right now is a tiring waste. Bleh. I'm over Jay for sure.. but it makes me sad to see that we're not even friends anymore. We don't talk and like.. iono its just so awkward and.. guh. It makes me think that the thing we had didn't mean anything to him. But of course, since he's with her now, I guess it shouldn't. He's one of those guys that take a really long time to get over. Its been since winter break. So I'm kinda completely over him, I don't feel anything for him.. but it still hurts to see that he doesn't care... -Slaps myself in the face- Okay enough love crap and moving on.

Ughh.. Princess looks sad and tired.. poor child, I wish there was some way I could cheer him up. Mushroom.. ughh.. Iono haven't really talked to them in a while. oh gosh, how i hate hurdles. I met the old hurdle coach today. :o He's so much nicer than our coach. Our coach (Longeno) is such an ass. guh. BUT I really like Coach Luna. He's so nice and he stays after. He even let me work on the high jump even though it was already so late. I'm so grateful I have such a great and wonderful coach like him. He's really nice and cool. :]

Track and Piano is like dominating my life to the point were I virtually have no life. haha. Gosh. I need help in math and track. I'm such a failure. ahaha.. I should ask someone for help. I think Mushroom could help me. But I don't really want to bother him.

Sorry Nikki, I really want to send my letters to you.. but I can't find where my parents put the stamps and they won't give it to me. I'll keep looking for it.

Still waiting on new phone. I think I might be able to text soon :]
My parents/cousins/aunt/uncle/fambam, are all gonna go get new phones. I'm getting a new number. Ughh. It might not be a pretty phone, but at least I can text. We're going to wait for a promotional thing. :O we're getting T-mobile.

I'm sorry I've been so busy and not posting. But I'll start doing more. I really need to get out and like do more things with my life. I should start making some good habits. Forget love and focus on life and improvements.

lawl. haha ;D

2009-03-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

Today. I ate:

-"sweet" bread + milk
-roastbeef-burgerthingy + water
-hot dog
-cup of noodles
-chips
-3 bags of cookies
-candies
-chex-mix
-asian thingy (cookie thigy)
-2 chewy bars
-1/2 orange
-porridge
-korean giant pear
-popcorn
-other foods that i might have forgot
-water

Lol. Really funny thing @ track.
I jump/stepped down from the metal part of the bleacher (where your butt goes) to the wood part of the bleacher (where your feet goes) and created a large earthquake. It shook princess(Thomas Gosal)off his chair. (The look was just priceless. I think he was concentrating on something/looking outward when it happened. Total Shocker. Hahaha. I'm fat and I have proof.) It was so funny. everyone in that section looked at me. Meagan Tran was like: "CATHY? WAS THAT YOU?!" And lawl, me and princess
(thomas) were just laughing so hard. Hahahaha.

Did bad at the meet. All scratches and last in hurdles (27sec)
loads to do. tty'all laters.

Don't be Rainning on my Rainbow, yo~

2009-03-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. I remember when me and Elaine made that up in English.

Good day today. ish. Iono its was a regular day with a pretty intense work out.
Hmm. Same school crap.. but I was really happy today. Iono why. maybe cuz it was a late start and I got more sleep. haha.

History... Hahaha. Took a test today, omgosh, everyone was cheating. The guy who sits in front of me actually stood up and whispered/ask (he was talking pretty loud) a question or two about the test with it still in his hand. Everyone cheats so much in that class. Sorry, but I'm not one of them. :P
Witness: whole class.

I almost forgot we had a tech-test today. I was going to my English Class and then I see a bunch of people from my class going the other way. So I just stood there and thought. Hahaa.
Witness: Elaine and Annie.

The clock broke in Math. Hahaha. The hands fell out of the clock.
witness: 3rd period pre-calc.

In 4th period, I wanted to ditch art soo bad. Me and my friend decided to go, but there were no hall passes. So we said. Okay, lets make a hall pass then go. lol. The funniest part was that we were spending all our time making the hall pass, that when we were done, there wasn't anytime left to ditch class.
Witness: Courtney and Grace Han (c/o '09)

Spanish.. lawl. So many talkers sitting near me. Its like C. I'm in the little hole, because I don't really talk to those people.

I made fun of a lot of people today. It was fuuny. haha.
Witness: Mandy :P

I got hit in the head with those clicky eraser. And I thought someone had flicked my head. (Haha, cause one time in practice, Dongju flicked my head and the eraser felt like him flicking.) I looked around and saw the group behind me and my friend all laughing and saying sorry. haha. I realized it was the eraser afterward. lol. I'm so slow - -
Witness: Meagan.

Thenn, lol. I went outside the classroom (cuz class ended) and saw two other friends at a locker. I was going to tell them what happened, but I didn't see one their tennis racket on the floor, and slipped on it and crashed into the locker. It was pretty funny. Cause I guess I was a bit loopey or watever, and I kept laughing.
Witness: Kurt and Anthony.

During Track Practice, we were running and doing hurdles. Hahaa. I fell twice in one run. :P and I was using my normal lead leg too. It was funny if you saw me. I was laughing the whole time. :P
Witness: Thomas Gosal (see I know a thomas or two ;]), Ellen Cheng, && pretty much anyone who was paying attention.

Theatre wasn't as fun today, so I just went home. But I did get to see part of the performance and some of my theatre peeps. I'll tell you guys some of the funny things in theatre next time.

Jerah and her sweet dedicationss! haha. how cuteee.

Good day. Happy post. I'm not going to ruin it with stress and bullsheit. So I'll just end it here :D
Thanks everyone for reading.~

LaLa.La.La~. LaLa. La. La~. Elmo's World!

2009-03-07T19:04:00.000-08:00

Hahaha. Its my voice mail thingy. :D

Oh gosh. How have I've been?
Busy busy busy!
Track Practice is tedious, some-what harsh (not really :]) and enjoyable. Practice doesn't end till like 6 or later for me because Luna (my coach) put me into so many events D:
But its fun. I got a PR (Personal Record) for my Long Jump during the Los Altos Dual Meet. Yay! haha. 11'1 ! I know its not that impressive, but I'm working on it. :D
I didn't do good for hurdles. D: But I'll practice.
My goal is to be able to work on High Jump and be able to make it in High Jumps.
Hahaha.. Yay Track! lawl. not really.

Umm.. School is still hard.
Math. gosh. ew. hate it. So behind
um. I don't like school, so eh, I'm not gonna say much about it on here.
Post more later. Must work.

Posting a Quicky.

2009-03-04T22:08:00.000-08:00

Really stressed lately. Loads of work to do. Little time.
Track Meet Tomorrow.
Tons of Tests tomorrow.
Dress/Tech week in theatre.
Need sleep and food.
People.. guh. w/e.
Over Jay @ last.
Saw Justine last Sunday.
Still no new phone yet.
Multiple Injuries from track and just being me.
Can't wait for the weekend D:

2009-02-23T14:54:00.000-08:00

today was pretty extreme... well at least during practice it was tiring.
-2 laps warm up
-3 sets of push ups and sit ups
-6 to 8 100s of striders
-2 600s relay
-2 500s relay
-4 100s sprint

which now that I think about it isn't that much, but still... its more than usual. D:

oh and jerah, I can't post a comment on your blog thingy so i'll post it here:

"you had me at hello" was actually part of a old movie or something. I saw it on Hitch. lawl
Nevershoutnever is a good band. lol, Jerah where have you been? ;]
I liked their bigcitydreams. I haven't heard their songs in a long time. You should listen to the saltwater room by owl city.

Omgosh. guh.

2009-02-20T18:25:00.000-08:00

Okay.. so how have I been? Hmm.. ugh. iono. tired, stressed. eh what not.

Dude, I was planning to go to a spa with korean club on monday, but I have to go to track practice instead now - -
It sucks, cause I was really looking to relax.

Fishes <-- (i spelled checked it.) is doing fine.

I'm having a hard time in math D: so many bad grades. gosh. - -

practice for track is getting more and more intense.
new track bestie: Ellen Cheung
A lot of people are quitting D:

mile- 8:15
3x jump- 21.8(?) feet
200- 37 secs? (so slow - -)

I'm losing my hurdlingness. lol.

loads of things going on.

hahaa. today was funny at track.
lol, my friend Meagan Tran takes child development and they were given the toy baby.
(i thought the baby was real at first, dude it looks so real D: i wanna hold it)
so like she couldn't take it to practice so she put it in luna's room (our couch) (oh I think they turned off the baby) but yeah lol.
so luna was talking to the whole team about monday and commitment. And then he brings up "Meagan, the brat's gonna have to wait"
And this guy behind her (one of her friends) was like: "what has to wait?"
Meagan: "My Baby."
the other guy: "!!!" ":OOOO!!!"
Meagan: "No no! Not like that!"

lawlll. ahahaa.
There are other many things that happened, but I'll just leave it as this so that I can post some other day

1 MORE DAY (Tomorrowish) :DDD

2009-02-18T19:25:00.000-08:00

Can't wait. So excited!! <3

2009-02-18T18:55:00.000-08:00

Good day ahead of us all. Taking stresses one step at a time, no biggie, I can do this crap too. lawl. anyways. Good day, good day. Luna (my couch) said I am definitely a jumper :D

I can't really sprint or jump with running flats. Iono why. Lily (my friend) says its because the shoes are heavy and I need to get used to it, even though the real shoes (spikes) that we use are so much lighter. [Lily wants me to wear rincon shorts every time we do hurdles ;D]

Tuesday: High Jump- not cleared (luna wants me to work on them though)
800 (2 laps)- 3:28
Wednesday: Mile- 8:15
(although its bad for track standards, its my new personal best, so yay! :P I didn't even really run too)

Hopefully I can get used to the shoes soon so I can do hurdles again. I really love doing jumps and hurdles aren't that bad either.

A lot of my friends are quiting track, which sucks cause they're good too D: I wish they wouldn't, but they say its too stressful.

Still loads I'm stressing about :\

and and. OMG! D:<
I want to join Korean Club with my friend, Elaine. But like okay, they (not really Elaine, but that little group of friends) told me to go to the bio room to work on our fish during club fair day, and they weren't even there. They were at the club fair day thing getting apps for clubs. And by the time we came out of the bio room, the fair thingy was already over. And there was a meeting yesterday, but no one even told me D:

Friday the freaking Eff 13th.

2009-02-13T19:15:00.001-08:00

Today was truly my Friday the 13th. -sigh-
!@#V$#@!%#@!%!#@
GRAWR. so pissed. guh.
What a terrible day.
Okay first, my chocolates didn't come out right at all. So now I got a bunch of choco doo-doo to deal with.
Next I saw Jay but. uhguh. huughh.. w/e
Then, I have like a stupid history test, which I failed. (one more A dropped)
Rained like eff and my shoes were wet.
I didn't understand a single in math. (haha, A not possible)
Art, I left most of it to go turn in my money stuff. not that bad.
But ugh. things. not that great. w/e, just another boring useless day wasted.
Spanish. I had nothing for my presentation. But luckily, I didn't have to present today. But the teacher sat right next to me - - (Probably dropped my A)
Bio. I keep falling asleep. Got a bad test grade (I have a highish B, I think I could raise it)
Track. Oh what fun.. I ran in the rain. - - stepped in puddles and cold and stuff. w/e. I was to lazy to go to the gym bathroom to change so I just changed at my seat.
I went to the art room to visit mandy, meagan and charles. Its okay. Just sad that season starts on tuesday so I won't be going back anymore.
Afterschool I felt so stupid because I totally forgot how to convosate in chinese. I was like feeling stupid because we (me and mandy) were asking a girl about what math teacher she had because mandy wanted to know the math hw for smith. Luckily she sorta understood me. - - But still. It shows how bad I am. guh. I need to go back and like relearn all chinese and other languages.
I'm happy I got a ride from Mandy so I didn't have to walk in the rain.(THANKS DOLL ;D)
After I got home we went to get my eyes checked. My eyes are really bad now. Like one went iono 10-20ish more, and the other gained like 75. so I think it was like 75ish and 125. gosh. so blind. So I needed to get new glasses. I picked the one I liked, but my parents like always were like NO NO NO. This and that is wrong with it. And the lady said it was "too loose" for me. but honestly, I don't think so. It was 140 and the other one my parents and them found was like 140 too. so. guh. w/e My parents want me to get the other one, and like they're kinda forcing it on me. If I pick that one, I got to keep the frames for 2 years. Which suck. I really wanted the one I chose. My pardes said that I could go look somewhere else for my glasses, but like they're not sure the other place will accept my insurance. (Do you guys know where they accept like most insurances? Or where I can go look for frames?)

So now.. I'm kinda ticked off. but eh. w/e
Oh and yeah, I got to go back to school tomorrow for theatre, and then I got piano after. (theatre really isn't that bad, its just piano that I kinda don't like so much)
I got mucho tarea and I have to work off the money I borrowed from my mom for track. Hopefully this three day weekend is long enough to relieve me of stress.

Her Morning Elegance- Oren Lavie

2009-02-11T19:44:00.001-08:00

Okay so the first bunch was really hard. Sorry ;O

This is that music video I promised.

Name that song or continue the lyrics

2009-02-11T18:12:00.000-08:00

just like the title says ;D

1. cold nites makes staying alert so hard.. for heaven sake keep me awake so i won't be caught off guard..

2. Sunday morning rain is falling... Steal some covers share some skin

3. She's my sunshine in the rain.. my Tylenol when I'm in pain...

4. I'm just a little bit caught in the middle... Life is a maze and love is a riddle

5. Sun been down for days...A winter melody she plays...

quick overview

2009-02-11T18:04:00.000-08:00

Loads to do, little time.
Quick overview:
-No track today
-guh homework
-loads of planning, trying to carry out plan.
-music in mind.
-8 days left! <3

not much to say

Shooting @ Nogales Burger/Gas Station.

2009-02-10T19:51:00.000-08:00

Some of you might not know, but I'm very (or at least kinda) close to my nogales friends. and well apparentlyy.. there was a shooting near nogales burgers and the gas stations today. And. Justine and them were in the middle of it. Luckly, they weren't hurt. But they are probably traumatized... I really don't know what I can do for them. Any Advise?

http://www.insidesocal.com/news247/2009/02/man-killed-near-nogales-high-s.html

Cause I'm speachless.. over the edge, I'm just breathless.

2009-02-10T17:15:00.000-08:00

I know I should be doing homework.. but I'm not in the mood for homework. School is so stupid, repetitive, tediously boring.
My adorable friends are still as cool as ever.
haha. KevinSuh. So funny. We usually get out of Spanish together... or at least I usually wait for him, and today. lawl. Okay like I was standing next to the desk and Kevin was walking pass facing the other way. And then I hear this "-sigh- I need a girlfriend.." xDDD
lol. I wasn't sure at first and I was like: "What?"
and then he said "Nothing, nothing."
Lol. I KNEW IT. He said it!! Loll.
Hahaha. My cute little baby is growing up :'D
lawl.

today afterschool, I was really hyped up. and then I got depressed (cuz everyone was leaving- -) and then hyped up again. weird huh?

Xanga

2009-02-09T19:10:00.000-08:00

A little something something.
Okay so I have a Xanga.. But you know I might not keep to it.
So in the Meantime, I'll just post it.
www.xanga.com/cathyytrann

umm.. I might just kill them all and go back to this one later on, who knows.

quick overview

2009-02-09T18:29:00.000-08:00

Okay so Like I have another blog for some people or like mostly just for me.. but at one point or another, I might let you all see. After I delete a cetain post. I'll put like iono stuff up there. Its really just a rant page to myself. I might need all your e-mails later...
BUT
anyways...

OKAY. So todayy.. Quick overview:
-Fishie DIED! D:
-Ran in rain
-Shoes are drenched
-Need to get track shoes
-Loving all my friends
-Hating school
-This and that.

Valentimess

2009-02-08T21:31:00.000-08:00

Just as my title sayss.. Valentimes day is coming up.
So I thought it would be sweet if I make a surprise for friends.
I have something in mind, but in case it doesn't go well.. Any ideas?

Hurdles and Shot putting :O

2009-02-02T20:03:00.000-08:00

I actually did pretty good...
I thought I was going to fall and fail and everything. But you know.. I actually did a good job even with my non-grib converse.
Luna wants to put me into hurdles. He said I could do long jumps if I wanted :]
I wonder if I could do both..
Hurdle time: 14 seconds?
I jump over them instead of "going over". I can't "go" over them - -
lawl. shotputting.
D: dam, its heavy. lol. I manage 12' 5" on my second try. :]
a lot better that I expected.

Hahaha, anyone want to come join us practice afterschool? ;]

cliff and the other seniors or other people.--> please read.. kind of important..?

2009-01-30T22:58:00.000-08:00

It took a lot of courage to make this post. I usually don't talk about too many serious things. So this is kind of awkward.

Okay, well I haven't been talking to you guys and stuff which I usually used to do. Iono but like its a bit scary to go and talk to you and like all the seniors. I don't think I really fit in well. Its not that you guys aren't cool or anything, (you guys are really great and fun to be around with) its just that you guys are so.. iono popular? And I kind of feel like the weird one that doesn't belong. It doesn't mean I don't love you guys, I love you all to pieces. But iono. [I don't know if anyone knows this about me, but usually when I see people I know, unless they are like close or like I'm high (not literally), I don't really talk to them.. Like I talk to them maybe a bit or like wave but I don't really "talk" talk to them, especially if they are with a group of people. Why? because it makes me feel like I'm bothering them, if I don't belong or stuff like that. I'm sociable and stuff, usually when I'm hyperish or I'm with people I'm really comfortable with. Even with that, sometimes I feel scared to talk to people. Like I'll only really talk to people when they come up to me first. So don't think that I'm ignoring you because I think I'm better or your weird. Its not like that at all. If you come to me, then of course, I'll talk to you.] I'm a coward. sorry :\
Its not just you guys I feel like that around. Its not like that at all. I feel like that around my cousins too. Sorry I'm such a coward. :\

Long Jumps

2009-01-29T16:58:00.000-08:00

I really love track so far. Today I got measured for long jumps (I should have tried hurdles, but I was a bit scared - -)

Distance for long jump: 10' 2"
I'm not quite sure if its good or not, but Luna said he liked it. So, hey maybe long jumps could be my thing. I really like jumps, its really fun for me.

Track so far is really really fun. I love it so much, time passes by so quick. But its still fun not having track too.

Cliff, I know you don't know this, but I do read your blog and stuff (i'm not mirage) and I don't want to ignore you. But I don't want to bother you.

Track for today and friday!

2009-01-28T18:30:00.000-08:00

I won't have track! So I get to leave around 2:20ish.

On wednesday and friday for the first 2 weeks, we don't have track.
And on the third week we don't have track on tuesday and thursday. :DD
But once season starts, its everyday.

I can't sprint and I'm not much of a runner? I guess. So I might try out jumps. I think jumps are really fun :]
I was gonna join swimming but I don't wanna use that stuff. Or at least I don't know how. But if I do, I'll tryout. :]

Btw, I saw Jay today, and I finally got my hairband back. He made it worse D: but its alright because I fixed it.
Yes, I still like him |:
I really want to move on, but for now I'm not really getting anywhere. Its weird because I usually give up on someone I decide to in like a week or two. But its been a whole month, and I still like him a bit, more or less.

Track talk

2009-01-27T18:08:00.000-08:00

okay, so today we were doing 100m dash and long jumps. I haven't done long jump yet but i did 100m dash.

My time: 17.06 secs?

D: its pretty slow.

goal: 10-15 secs

- -
I have a lot to improve on.
+ I still need running flats D:

Happy Asian New Year :D

2009-01-26T19:29:00.000-08:00

yes, asian new year. Honestly, there are people who are like: "NO, its vietnamese new year!" - -
stupid.. its the same thing. Same basic concept of money in red envelope and NEW year. - -
:O Today was also my first day of track.
You know I was really hoping for them to change "CHANGE" my schedule. But no. whatever. - -
yeah, so anyways for track today. we were given a number.. and dude lawl. I forgot mine in less than 5 mins. Coach Luna (a guy, yeah I thought it was a girl too) called my name and gave me my number right? and then he went on with the rest of the class. I was just talking and talking. and then I was all like: " :O I forgot my number!"
luckily, Joanna (one of my friends in track) remembered it for me - - I'm so lame

I had a dream.. and I think I get what it means.
I'll tell the girls that ask. and maybe some guys.

I haven't seen jay, but of course I knew I wouldn't since our schedule changed.
I want my hair band back - -x

sorry nikki, still haven't wrote your letter. - -

Mandy? where do you wanna sit for bio?

more to tty'all about laters.

Chinese Bands

2009-01-24T12:41:00.000-08:00

Iono but like I was listening to chinese music yesterday and I came across something really interesting.

S.H.E and fehrenhait.
A girl group and a guy who join together a lot.
They also do dramas and commercial together too.
I just thought that was really interesting how they are so... compatible?
like. they are really tight. I guess. Its not like just a front for viewers, it really looks like they are close friends. I just thought that was really cool considering them as "professional"

hmm...

2009-01-23T23:31:00.000-08:00

I've been meaning to change my music...

driver's handbook :O

2009-01-23T10:27:00.000-08:00

SOOO. Since I so much older than you little darlings, I am old enough to drivee. So right nowww.. I spending time reading Drivers Handbook. Okay, one thing is for sure. Its not fun - - Its not like difficult. Or at least I don't think so so far.. but its a bit boring. I hope I can remember everything. + I need to take the class and stuff. But I'll do that during the summer or maybe spring break. Iono. After I get my license, I can't drive people around under 20 for the first year, but after I can. I'm planning to get a job around next year after march? or during summer. I hope I can find a job. You might be thinking, "oh why do you need to grow up so fast?" and stuff like that.. but I have a couple of reasons. I need to pay for tuition for track and piano - -; its not cheep. I don't want to always rely on my parents. and besides, I might have some extra change to get little things like gifts for people. I figured that if I worked in a min. pay place for 3 hours for 5 days. I would have about $300? and If I work for 3 months. I would have a bit less than $900. that would pay for about 6 months of piano and track. and thats only for a minimum pay place. I need to know how to drive to be able to go to work.

Besides all the grown up talk. Some things that happen:
I slept for another 10 hours last night for a total of 17 hours in one day. lawl.

Things I need to do:
Piano
Letter
Driver's Ed crap
research for work stuff?
study for second semester.

Music.

2009-01-22T19:23:00.000-08:00

After listening to Mandy's songs, I realized how much I missed rock.

Went out cold.

2009-01-22T18:50:00.000-08:00

oh gosh. I like fell asleep after I posted and didn't wake up till now.. like 7ish hours later - -

Finals are over :DD

2009-01-22T12:52:00.000-08:00

This semester has been tough, but I'm happy its over. I didn't get all the good grades I wanted.. but still, I tried. Sorry I haven't been posting lately. - -

This is how my finals went:

Tuesday-
English: Not so bad... I didn't know much... but hopefully its enough.

Science: Better than I expected. A lot easier too. I had some questions but it wasn't that bad. Last day with that class D':
I'll miss them. ;__;

Afterschool: Went to cocoa and cram tutoring thing w/link crew. Stayed @ Elaine's to finish work.

Wednesday-
History: Omgosh. That test was soo hard. The cards and lists were no help @ all. She didn't even tell us there was going to be writing! She only told use vocab. And the definitions she gave us wasn't even the same as the one on the test. > <
I really hope I get moved out of this class.

Art: Yay! My failed product was accepted and I got some advise. Writing was easy. Watched Tale of Despereaux. We'll watch the rest when we come back?
I love this class. Don't change me!

Physical Education: Yayay!!! I did all 15 push ups with the stupid lie detector "beeper". The new one was so much easier to use. :DDD Me and John (who you all readers know as Jay) traded hair bands, but we forgot to trade back ;_; I want mine back. lawl. I hang with him the whole 2 hours. Pretty fun. I should have told him, but I didn't. Maybe I'll see him around some time. Right now him and Elaine are at the korean BBQ thingy. I was going to join korean club.. but I didn't have the money.
Anyways. We hanged out. Talked. Play BBall and walked laps. He did pull ups. Picked on Henry. Talked more. Introduced him to other people. Last day in same class. Not really memorable. but I have his hair tie. :P Guh. I want mine back. lawl. I hope I can see him in the morning. Most people in PE are gonna get changed cuz steward is retiring after this semester. Everyone's going to snyder's (idk how to spell) class. Well not everyone since most of us are going to join a sport. I miss the class the most D':

Afterschool: Hang with him a bit more. Found out my job for theatre. Lighting! Hang and Focus... whatever that is. All I know is Jesslyn and Kearney are in it too. Umm. Hugged friends. Talked to people. I was going to go to the cocoa and cram again.. but then it was like.. guh. this is taking to long to start and no one that I hang with is here. guh. Walked home. Saw friends on the way. Planned for Roger's birthday

Today-

Morning: Put up roger's crap and gave him a small gift.

Pre-Calc: Forgot Pencil and Eraser @ home. Borrowed from friend. Shared Calculator w/out teacher seeing. Test not so bad. There was things I didn't get. A lot easier than normal tests, but not as easy as benchmark. lawl, during the test my bra was poking into my back. guh. Must study for second semester. I might get changed from this class? Hopefully I don't.

Spanish: Omgosh. 140 questions. There was so much conjugating. I thought it was going to be vocab, but no! It was like pure conjugating. That test was so hard. I just BSed it. It felt like forever. I mean I took test that I spent longer time on, but this one (even thought I spent less time) felt like it took forever. GUH. I like my spanish class. But I have no objections if I get changed cuz its spanish.

Afterschool: Everyone was checking grades and crap, but I didn't. Ran into Bill who was looking for Roger. Umm. Looked for Elaine. Remembered she was going to her korean BBQ thing. Went home. Posting blog.

Final week is over. I'm so glad and so tired. I wish none of our schedules would change or at least I would get to see the people in my classes again in different classes. But I know its probably not possible. -sigh-

Oh if you're wondering about the doctor thingy \/ Nothing bad happened. so nothing to worry about.

Hmm.. I wonder if its too late to join clubs. lawl. I want to join maybe Korean and Theatre.

Ughh.. still need to return Petco crap.

Working on Piano. Will be writing letter to Nikki. Sorry dear - -
I need to work out. ughh. stuff to do.. things to talk about. eh.

ohgosh. What a christmas this was.

2008-12-27T12:31:00.000-08:00

Haha. So my christmas was kinda well. it went something like this. We had presents ready (haha, this year wasn't my turn to buy presents), I went to my friends house, dropped off her present (she's a family friend :P) hanged with her then went to my cuzin's house. My fambam isn't that bad actually. Its just this one little booger that annoys people. (he's older) Thank god I only have to see him once a year. I have a bunch of old cuzins, so it was much of a party. Hahaha. All my cousins are like really old. The oldest I believe it 21 or so? and the youngest is around 7 or 8? So I wasn't really the youngest or oldest. A lot of my cousins are all in college already, there are still a few in high school. I met two of cousin's girl friends, and got to see some that I don't get to see much. Yes there was drinking going on, but I didn't get to get any because guess what? I had a physical the next day. Woo~. What fun. lol. So the next day left to go to the doctor's around 12. So I went there and like I found that I could actually pick up some vietnamese now. Big improvements :D but not for my health D: I only gained .3 pounds D< and I grew about half an inch since the school last measure. So I'm growing, but I'm not gaining weight fast enough. I told the doctor some of the sore pains I get and in the end this was the report I got back from the doctor:
You're 20 pounds under weight.
You either aren't getting enough nutrient.
Your muscles are too weak to support your daily activity OR
(this is the best part) There might be something wrong with your kidney.
(hey, thanks doc, thats just what I needed to hear.)
Oh and by the way it's been a long time since you had a blood test. We need to get you going on that too.
(Woo~! What fun. Needles!)

But apparently they needed the blood test to test my kidney.
hahaa.. When it was time for my blood test, which wasn't any time at all, I went to the next room. Okay, so like he couldn't find my vein on my right arm, I was stupidly happy thinking if he couldn't find it then I wouldn't need it. But hahaa, I was so wrong. He went to my left arm and like "found" my vein. So he poke the needle in. I guess he poke it like right next to my vein so he turned the needle and jabbed it into my vein while it was still in my arm. What sucked was that I had to fill 3 bottle/tubes with blood. woo.. But all in all, it was a lot better than my first time. My first time I had a blood test, I was at a different doctor, and well this one thought she found it. So she poked it, and guess what. She didn't. so it took her like three times.. and she still couldn't find it. - - So she called in someone else and they got it like.. on their second try. The kind of blood testing thing they had then was different too. My arm wasn't raised so it was on a slope, ahaha.. no it was like leveled, so they kinda pumped the blood out of me. Ahhaa. what fun.

So after my blood test I had to wait for my mom to finish her appointment, get some vitamins. And then we went to eat. after we went to eat, my dad wanted to go to the this shop or w/e. And it was time for me to take my vitamin. Haha. what sucks is that I can't swallow pills. boo, but luckily the vitamin didn't taste too bad. So I was stuck at the store until like 7. Umm.. think of it like this. I left at 12, thinking it was just like a 10 min physical, got 3 tubes of blood taken out of me, and then I had to wait for my parents to shop. Here's the funniest thing about how my parents shop. They could spend an hour or more in a shop, and not buy anything. There was a long ass line that actually turned the corner. I mean, we were in the shoe department and the line went all the way done to the accessories. Hahaha. wasn't that fun? And today I'm just trying to get work done. I think on New years, my fambam is having another party, where we all stay over. But I'm not sure. So I got to get all my work finished before then. woo~ what fun.

for Erick Mak

2008-12-25T00:15:00.001-08:00

thanks for the christmas card. I love it so mucho ;D
haha. You're cool and the best. Even if you are mean and steal x-mas greetings from me. You're cool and awesome. You're the bestest spanish buddy EVER! :DD
you're card is so cute and adorable I'ma show it off to the world cuz we all love you so much. ;D

r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:27 AM): YOU SHOULD UPDATE THAT BLOG
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:28 AM): OF YOURS
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:31 AM): WITH THE CHRISTMAS CARD
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:32 AM): I SNET YOU
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:32 AM): <;
cathyytrann (12:14:45 AM): haha. mkayy ;D
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:50 AM): WOOT
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:51 AM): I FEEL
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:52 AM): SPECIAL
r3mixaznk1dd (12:14:52 AM): <:

Of course Eric. You are the best, and you deserve to feel special everyday >]

Merry Christmas my Playful Kitten.

2008-12-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

Cliff. My playful, dirty, pedo kitten. Oh my.. what would I do without you. hahaha. I lava you too kitten. Too bad you aren't my favorite ;D That spot is given to Theo. Cuz I already gave it to him a while back. hahaha >D aren't you jealous now, I talked about another guy in your spot ;P But I love you still and more dearly. haha. I love how we talk dirty but I know you don't mean a single word you say. Cuz, pfft as if. hahaa. I love talking to you, it's so much fun. You are the most adorable kitten that I've ever met.. I wish you weren't a senior though. So I could talk to you and see you like everyday. Sorry I might not stay up enough to hear or read your thoughts. But whatever they are, I'll still love you all the same. :] I swear though. sometimes when I talk to you, I think I need a dictionary cuz you're so smart. Oh dang I need to sleep. well I'll finish it when I wake up.

Next day:
We don't go back that far, but sometimes I feel like I've known you for ages. Sometimes I feel like I barely know you. The shine in your eyes, the warmth of your smile, your cute little nips (Ahaha, You couldn't bite me even if you tried. >D And yes, I really think so.), the feeling of completeness and protection in your hugs, your towering hight, and well. you get the point. You are a lot of things. You are you. Isn't she lucky she has you? Ahaha. But then again... with you it could go both ways. hahaha. Ouch huh? Well its okay, because there are always people like me and her to kiss your ouchies away ;D (well more like her.. but :P) I know it sounds mean, but I like making you sad so I can cheer you back up. Haha. I'm so weird. :X I'm talking to much about me. okay okay. Back to CLIFF. You're so tall I need a chair to be able to be as tall as you D: It wasn't funny. but we still love you... kinda. Hahaha, you would never believe this, but ahah.. my friend idolizes you cuz your so smart and cool. lolol. (Nosir, its not a girl ;D and nohomo) I thought of what you asked, and I'll tell you it sometime. Ahaha. Pretty princess Cliffey, you have a pedo and brother complex. Don't you think just because it isn't march 15 doesn't mean you aren't so pedo. omgosh. I can't believe our convo didn't save. Good thing you haven't told me yet. Cliff Ahn is the most unbelievable and most interesting person I've met. This korean 6 ft small baby kitten is a man (more or less) filled with love and joy. He's almost always smiling and is the best cheer-a-upper. He's pretty cute and handsome. But he is so filled with himself. I'm surprised his ego hasn't exploded yet. I'm afraid if I say to much about him, he's gonna explode or become a pedophile. - -x -shudders- He has this ghetto lunchbox filled with an incredible amount of food. It's pretty cute. I think it makes him seem like a 6 years old going to school with all this stuff his mommy packed for him. Hahaha.xD He can be parenty and childish at the same time. I'm not sure how, but he just can. He's a great actor and knows how to take on a complex role. He's strong mentally and physically. He's the person that you could cry on. But then again, since he's so SMAll its hard for TAll people like me to reach his shoulder ;] He's a sweet and forgiving kitten with a controlled urge not to bite. He's such a dork at time and is incredibly LAME. hahaha. He's going to get mad if he reads this, but its okay, cuz he loves me ;D I can't believe I lost one of his convos though. And it was a fun one too D: There is much to be said but much that is private too ;D
Love you Cliff. Please stay in touch. I'll miss you a lot. There's so much more I have to say but we have time for we to go through them. <3

Here's something for a special kitten like you ;] sorry I didn't make one with you in a mitten or a hat.